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2009-02-08T09:04:00.002+08:00

I am so angry with this ljseller which sold the item to someone who Ibanks instead of me! I meant Ibank is ofcourse preferable but you didnt say your preference of course I dont know right.

And I like the shirt alot lor stupid to the max.

Neeeed popcorn but I am very lazy to dig out my popcorn maker and I neeed Momo's help with the butter caramel. I am regretting like shit I didnt buy my microwavable popcorn the other time..

Okay maybe I can convince Momo to make popcorn with me later.

2009-02-07T19:53:00.002+08:00

Momo prepared Tok Panjang today, there was freaking alot of food and I had to drag myself up at 7am today although I was dead tired from that tiring weeeeeek all the horrendous tutorial, not mentioning next week where there all 4 tests which I am determined to study for all so many tutorials to do and I am already left with no energy to do anything. Back to today, there were 6 pizzas which me rolled the pizza crust and put the toppings there was Hawaiian and Seafood and I contributed to the fruit tarts too and also fried chicken fish and chips chicken soup steamed prawns brocolli and cauliflower with baby abalone onigiri which I took part in too and butterfly prawns. Not to mentioned the week before I have been helping with the baking of new year goodies sugee peanutcrisp almond sugee. And cleaning the house this morning and refilling the sweets and all which I almost died doing my cramps was hurting all the way today. Pouring drinks and serving realtives, sub in for mahjong when people left for toilet breaks or eating breaks, playing with Cousin C's dog Snowy the Jap Spitz, so pretty so cute and so soft and after playing with it it kept following me around so cute so cute cute to the max. And most of the time hiding here and blog hop and online shop.

But I have to complete me homework soon.

Maybe later tonight.

I am hurting like shit.

2009-02-05T19:20:00.002+08:00

And F for freaking 4 tests if I didnt lost count next weeeeeek :(

And I am so freaking sad cause I studied my Chem and everything and my stupid carelessness ended me up doing badly for my Arenes Quiz, SPA trial and Organic Exercise! Which makes me brood over for the whole 2 periods of tutorials for Chem and the sound of fun of orientation was distracting to the max can keep hearing cheers me dont even feel like studying in the end HAHA.

And I finish my 3K run and sprinted for the last few metres and almost died after the muscle toning my arms hurt like shit I felt like I am 39 kg only after that practically flying off with the wind. And I wore my very funny looking boy pe pants to TM because I forgot to change to my shorts and I went to TM toilet to change and after queing for like 4 mins I went into the cubicle quickly change in a hurry and came out and realise I wore it the other way HAHAHA and I ahve to queue another 4 mins while the people in the queue were looking at me curiously and I have to keep pulling my shirt to try and cover my shorts okay my mum was laughing like crazy when I met her after that and told her hmph. And I almost fell down like 3 times today can one in the lecture hall saved by Carolann(line) who managed to catch me before I tumble the 10+ steps down the lecture theatre, the second time on the double decker bus while I climbed the stairs and slipped and saved by Carolann(line) again or I will just tumble down and die HAHA and another time by Mum when climbing the stairs home today. I think the stairs dont like me leh. And Carolann(line) saves the day!

Today's Compass was on MBTI which we did earlier on and I got the combination ISFJ which turns out to be prettttty true you know. The ISFJ was quite small a group while the ESFJ and the rest have bigger groups thats why we are in LT1 :(

ISFJs live in a world of their own (HAHA) that is concrete and kind. They are truly warm and kind-hearted, and want to believe the best of people. They value harmony and cooperation, and are likely to be very sensitive to other people's feelings. People value the ISFJ for their consideration and awareness, and their ability to bring out the best in others by their firm desire to believe the best.

ISFJs have a rich inner world that is not usually obvious to observers. They constantly take in information about people and situations that is personally important to them, and store it away. This tremendous store of information is usually startlingly accurate, because the ISFJ has an exceptional memory about things that are important to their value systems. It would not be uncommon for the ISFJ to remember a particular facial expression or conversation in precise detail years after the event occurred, if the situation made an impression on the ISFJ.

ISFJs have a very clear idea of the way things should be, which they strive to attain. They value security and kindness, and respect traditions and laws. They tend to believe that existing systems are there because they work. Therefore, they're not likely to buy into doing things in a new way, unless they're shown in a concrete way why its better than the established method.

ISFJs learn best by doing, rather than by reading about something in a book, or applying theory. For this reason, they are not likely to be found in fields which require a lot of conceptual analysis or theory. They value practical application. Traditional methods of higher education, which require a lot of theorizing and abstraction, are likely to be a chore for the ISFJ. The ISFJ learns a task best by being shown its practical application. Once the task is learned, and its practical importance is understood, the ISFJ will faithfully and tirelessly carry through the task to completion.

The ISFJ has an extremely well-developed sense of space, function, and aesthetic appeal. For that reason, they're likely to have beautifully furnished, functional homes. They make extremely good interior decorators. This special ability, combined with their sensitivity to other's feelings and desires, makes them very likely to be great gift-givers - finding the right gift which will be truly appreciated by the recipient.

More so than other types, ISFJs are extremely aware of their own internal feelings, as well as other people's feelings. They do not usually express their own feelings, keeping things inside. If they are negative feelings, they may build up inside the ISFJ until they turn into firm judgments against individuals which are difficult to unseed, once set. Many ISFJs learn to express themselves, and find outlets for their powerful emotions.

Just as the ISFJ is not likely to express their feelings, they are also not likely to let on that they know how others are feeling. However, they will speak up when they feel another individual really needs help, and in such cases they can truly help others become aware of their feelings.

The ISFJ feels a strong sense of responsibility and duty. They take their responsibilities very seriously, and can be counted on to follow through. For this reason, people naturally tend to rely on them.

The ISFJ has a difficult time saying "no" when asked to do something, and may become over-burdened. In such cases, the ISFJ does not usually express their difficulties to others, because they intensely dislike conflict, and because they tend to place other people's needs over their own.

The ISFJ needs to learn to identify, value, and express their own needs, if they wish to avoid becoming over-worked and taken for granted.

ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".

The ISFJ is warm, generous, and dependable. They have many special gifts to offer, in their sensitivity to others, and their strong ability to keep things running smoothly. They need to remember to not be overly critical of themselves, and to give themselves some of the warmth and love which they freely dispense to others.

Dangers for ISFJ

Feel unappreciated and complain alot (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA). Overly focused on immediate impacts of decisions.

Career: Interior designers, decorators, administrators, managers, childcare/early childhood)development, social worker (YAY), counsellor, book keepers, housemakers (YAY YAY), gardeners (YAY YAY YAY), health service workers, librarians. Tradition and down-to-earth, they do best in jobs where they can help people acheive their goals.

Careers to avoid: Rockstar, psychotherapist, lecturer, entrepreneur, performer, astronomer, CEO (but why?!), writer.

Go search MBTI to do your test!

I can get along well with ESFJ, ISTJ, I am intrigue by INTJ, ENTJ and I can ask you for advice if you are ISTP, ESTR!

2009-02-03T18:50:00.003+08:00

After some very rapid fast fruitful shopping with Momosy that day, my legs have been itching to go shopping, especially with more money now but I am going to save like 85% of my money into the bank and earn interest (rate of returns!) and spent the rest on my valentines project.

Which Momo decides to help me so that I keep everything made by me myself making it more worthwhile! Oh yeah plus plus my Kitty wallet which I have to save for since it's like not very cheap from Sanrio. If a pouch I bought can cost $24, a proper waller will be hell ex I guess. Better go hunt for one first.

Online shopping bug is back I cant steer away die die die okay I am just going to settle on what I have chosen and stop shopping. Online.

And finish Halogens, start Definite Integrals, and start start start reading Macro! And study for Genetics! I cant wait for the year to be over okay it's like 3 different topics lectures in a month now for Chem and it's totally wearing me out although I am not really studying but still, the thought of revising on top of scraping to finish off tutorials and assignments is like win already can and half of my class are down for ogl and they have very cute lanyards (!!!) and J1s orientation package was like fab I heard so unfair :( so my class basically can skip all the boring things and have fun while I am stuck.

2009-02-02T18:23:00.002+08:00

Virtual hugs to everyone now cause I feel like doing so!

I heart mondays cause there are no tutorials (YAY)

2009-02-01T17:07:00.003+08:00

I love:

hello kitty kitty kitty

DIY-ing funny things

cooking/Baking

sunfloweeeeeeeeeeeers

Daiso!

Chinatown (stop saying I am aunty it's a nice place okay!)

Momo

Dad

doing my homework if I have time

food

doodling

nice people

shopping with people I love

sleeping

I am very bored, but I havent done my revision which I am supposed to do and also I have to iron the clothes hmph.

And angry also lor this is the second time I am changing my hotmail pw who is so damn interested in my mails keeep hacking my account zzzzzzzzzz.

And happy cause shopping today was good although I didnt get to buy alot but at least I went to walk it feels like 18274 years since I last shopped. And Momosy paid for everything heeee but I didnt buy much la.

And I finally finalized everything I have to buy for valentines day although I dont really want to give anything this year hahahahaha it feels very boring and abit sian to prepare but still, this is the last year I will be celebrating in a school! I mean you know got class and stuff I dont think uni go around giving presents right hee yay hmm should grab jo/jo/tab to go eat with me on that saturday hee hee.

2009-01-31T20:33:00.005+08:00

My class is so cute.
Say mooooooooooooo for the new year!

Training today was.. sleepy.

I dont bear my kids but since not all are following up, I guess it doesnt hurt to move around to other kids, not sure if changing, but I think lower primary may not be a bad choice! So maybe they will take today's PTA group to divide so I might go to lower primary! :D

Jo and Lusy came today but all was hectic I guess though they stayed on but because we were watching Windstruck so it took up the whole time there were here. But it was so nice everyone stayed glue to the TV and I keeeeeep spoiling but I spoil the wrong things HAHAHAHAH rocks my all time favourite show I watch like so many times I cant remember I want to put windmills all over my house next time yay windmills windmills. Okay should ask them to come again some day but maybe not new year maybe some mass homework session lol. My new kitty phone is great till now! I managed to off all the speaking things so dont laugh anymore okay hahahahaha and I love playing the game that I ignored Jo totally on the bus cause I was too busy playing the game but the noooooob actually believe my Dad when he say he is y brother zzzzzz leh! But she ate her favourite tweety heeeee and I keep gorging them with fooooood!

I love my kitttttttttttty phone although I cant really get used to no dictionary for sms but looking on the bright side I can actually write instead of type so yay.

2009-01-30T19:42:00.003+08:00

Say Hi to my new love!

It's super high tech: touch screen (handwriting supported with pen calibration), Mp3 and Mp4 player, 3D surround speakers, 3 megapixels camera, voice command, with pretty lights, menstrual reminders, BMI calculator, there's bluetooth, MP4 movie full screen play, conversation recording, world clock with world map, video camera blah blah blah so pretty right! So happppppy though it blasted my pocket but!

Anyway Love Matters is not really nice so dont bother watching hahahahahahaha I brought back nothing like huh it's just a funny horny show can.

I LOVE FANG CAUSE SHE GAVE ME HER EXTRA CHINGAY SHIRT YAY.

2009-01-29T18:40:00.002+08:00

Econs test results were terrible.

Like really terrible although it's already okay because I really dont know anything when I took the test but still, it's terrible.

I am so going to finish my Macro Revision this weekend okay I am not not not going to procrastinate already.

And Alkenes Quiz I got a big fat D missing a 1.5 mark away from my A cause it's 15 marks. Going to study for Alkenes later hmph. And do my integration tutorial! But Momo wants to go to her friend I mean Dad's friend house since they are secondary school classmates. And the Auntie and Uncle are from the same class too lol rocks I think they are so cool so cooooooooool! Oh my Momo say maybe we can go to Chinatown to see my kitty phone heeeeeeeee okay so cool okay byee got to go bath bath bath!

2009-01-28T16:33:00.002+08:00

I forgot this picture,

MJ153 BLOG'IN!

Yay we rock I am so nervous about our results zzzzzz okay sorry group I am not efficient as a leader cause we only took our group photo this year..

but we got take can liao la hor yay!

Weiru from long hair become short hair, Fangzzy had new pink specs, Ser from her newly cut bangs to side swept fringe, and Gladys went to perm her hair to make it more curly than before. I think I become.. nicer, wiser, cleverer yeah not alot la.

(hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha)

2009-01-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year was enjoyable but tiring, good food, cutepie little cousins. nice big cousins, 4 more angbaos cause four cousins got married last year, Song Sian and his lion dance dong dong chiang everyone taking turns with the drum and Daddy becoming his partner in the lion dance for 5 mins plus all the little tricks he did and he is only k2 (tricks= making numbers with oranges and spitting sweets out of the mouth oh sooooooooo cute!) Blackjack everywhere winning 6dollars for two days, River Hongbao was horrendous, Bingo as children's gambling yada yada yada yada yada yada!

A picture of Dad's birthday(quite long ago):
(PS MY DAD IS SO NICE TODAY CAUSE HE DROVE ME TO SCHOOOOOL AND PICK ME UP AFTER SCHOOOOOOL TODAY! He even bought a new shirt for me cause he thought it was nice so nice hor give him my power hug hahahaha okay I think I have a picture of the shirt..)

There you go I am so happy with my new pretty shirt which I wore for the reunion dinner @ Ahma's house!

And along with this picture I took a picture of my room for the benefit of Jo (but you are coming over on friday leh) and Lusy who have not been in my room for years and cannot come this friday! And my new kitty lamp muahahahahaha (did I mention I am getting a kitty phone muahahahahaha damn happy although the functions will be lousier than my now phone but still KITTY PHONE LEH. Okay and my kitty wallet which I am finally going to get since my wallet zip spoiled the other day dropping all my coins grrrrrrrr)

Reunion Dinner

Chu yi!

Chu er! (before the camera finally died)

18 chefs, Hengsy's birthday suprise!

(3.2 low quality picture hahahaha)

Back to the ol good school (with cheap and nice food)

I got fa zhan today for not doing test corrections which I did very badly dont mentioned the word tests or I will crumble and die I am doing so badly I think I neeeeeeeeed to revise everything soooooon before March Block Tests comes and gobble me up.

2009-01-27T08:54:00.004+08:00

Sheng Ri Kuai Le Hengsy!

(Kuai Gao Zhang Da)

2009-01-25T15:51:00.004+08:00

I am happy that the Ox year is just hours away, plus reunion dinner @ Ahma's house and I just finished my annual family reunion dinner with the annual Buddha Jump Over Wall.

But I felt so angry today that I found it difficult to breathe.

Okay for the new year to be happy I am going to keep everything down to myself, regardless the fact that I was so angry that my tears almost fell out. But no I am not going to cry cause it will just proves that I am weak which I am not.

Back to the good ol school, 18chefs, and CNY photos up next post.

2009-01-22T18:43:00.002+08:00

I feel happy because:

I walked home and crush leaves along the way with Jo yesterday. Talking to Tabitha Sim about p1 p2 times when I was the monitress and the voting part and how I got stripped off by shouting shut up (HAHAHA). I managed to do my practical without screwing up like forgetting to clamp my burette and got KMnO4 all over my uniform tsk tsk only if you considered bursting the tap and got myself wet. Dad and Mum are so nice to come and pick me up after PE (which I ran non stop yay). Lusy teaching me Maclaurins untill she almost gave up with me but still stayed on yay. Clean to the max room. Doreamon and Tweety pineapple tarts which kind of failed sobs but Momo is so nice to let me chop all my Doreamon and Tweety! Drafting my Valentines Day list and showing to yada yada yada hahahahaha and also I love my classmates for being such nice people yay yay yay.

MJ CNY Celebration tomorrow 'lou hei' with 415 fa cai fa cai! Mr Wong with his Jie Lun song please cheeeeer loud for our nice ex CT! AHS after that, Red Cliff after AHS and then Reunion Dinner @ Heng's with the girls!

I've been laughing alot and smiling alot yay okay go do homework.

2009-01-20T17:29:00.002+08:00

Hello Daddy here's a very noob picture I found of you.

There are more though (even noobier ones.. remember chinese garden mrt platform? :D)

We like to act cool me send email to you you send ecard to me we are very IT savvy plus like to act mysterious and appear offline maybe we should just random msn each other muahahahaha. Okay I very very very (x294857362) long never talk to you sobs okay we should meet up soon sobs sobs sobs are we still going leafy's house for newyr?

Nah hug you.

And Daddy can you kill Mike too? I think Clementi nearer to Dover la hor me at Pasir Ris very far. Or Mike can kill yourself okay.

Okay I better go study my Alkenes I am so sure I got a big fat U on my previous two lecture tests and I really want to get at least a D in Alkenes Quiz. Okay hope so bye.

2009-01-19T18:33:00.001+08:00

I got hit by a ball today like totally rammed into my left side of my face.

Now my head hurts quite badly.

Maybe I will lose my memory.

Not bad I can start everything anew!

2009-01-18T21:10:00.002+08:00

We are both similar in the same way we tried to laugh things off and pretended like nothing happened. That was a big, confusing mess that we tried to cover up. Strained jokes, pretences and erasion. Maybe, I just thought too much of things.

I bought a potted plant today and I named it Summer.

I hope the flower buds open and bloom beautiful flowers.

It makes me feel happy, for a second, I forgot all thats haunting me in my mind.

It feels so fast 2008 is gone and Hengsy birthday is coming again it's like last month I just painted shoes for her and the waffle cake I bought for her.

Valentines Day is coming soon too. Every year it feels like a thanksgiving session lol.

Daddy was happy yesterday on his birthday and Bing's gf Justina was here to celebrate together and Daddy feels happy when another person is there to celebrate his birthday. It makes me feel that we have all grown up and grey hairs are slowly thickening in Dad's and Momo's. I am glad that I have my family with me at times when I am down though I dont really tell them everything, but they will always be there for me after all. They grumble and nag and scolded me if I throw tantrums but I know they will and still be the only only only only ones that will tolerate me and my nonsense.

2009-01-17T17:18:00.004+08:00

Why can some people read my mind and some cant? I can look at Ju Ee and laugh at the same time when we see something funny, Jo can always sense what I am feeling and most of the time (most hahahaha) knows what I am thinking, and alot more la but this 2 are the people I talk to more often now. But why do the people I want to read my mind cant read it? Hellllooo please read my mind now cause I dont know how to tell you anymore so please understand it yourself. Why cant you read my mind why why why?

You will know I dont meant it at all.
But even if you can I also dont know what to do hahahaha okay I am very confused myself.

Okay last collection up soooooon stay tune!

Happy Birthday Daddddddy you are 49th!

May you have lots and lots of money and stay healthy and happy :)

Went to Tamp Mall just now to buy groceries and also Daddy's birthday cake. Bought new shoes like out of a sudden but I find it preeeeetty so thats good enough. So now theres 2 new pair footwear plus my sandals long ago but havent worn. No red dress or cheongsam which I insisted to wear almost every new year since I dont know when this year cause I cannot find new cheongsam nor it's too late to find red dress so dang lucky I got lots of new unworn clothes in my wardrobe. Today is happy day cause I bought new kitty lamp and new kitty pouch. So I threw my Ikea lamp which had gone through late night studying during tests period for the 2 years or so hmmmm. Got no clock anymore cause my clock died. And.. oh yeah I cleared my cosy corner for my space to put other things. And added balloons to my vase. And the lucky windmill I bought from Chinatown yesterday. Suppose to guide me for better studies this year! I am all set to score for my A levels so now its not to procastinate and to listen and stop dozing off in lectures and tutorials. And do my Math. And Chem. And read Macro. And read Eukaryotes for Bio. And Genomics. Okay thats all.

Yes I am superdaddy-sick, Tia hahahaha I feel like I very long never talk to you and I can't stand it!

2009-01-16T21:24:00.002+08:00

I dont know why is it bothering so much since I am the one who made all the decisions. I felt I lied to myself and lied to others and hurt myself anf hurt others and making everyone feel disastrous. I lied to convince myself and I ended up not convince yet feeling like shit after that and I dont even understand why. Maybe I do, but I just dont want to admit it or something okay I dont know.

Feeeeel so sad, fraustrated, angry, disappointed and it has got to do with everything. I am so scared of Math tutorials now, I got no cheongsam for the new year (sobs 100 times), I hate people who misunderstood me but I cant hate them, I hate people who make me feel like I am supposed to help them (can hate can hate but am not going to) and the list goes on and on and on and on..

I dont want wrinkles, Jo. Let's all be peaceful people and do more Maclaurins. And get started with Integration. Which sucks by the way, I am just getting the hang of differentiation now (!)

Noticeboard decorations remind me of the lovely 4c people like 10, Popo welfare partners sec 4 and sec 3 respectively and how I have been doing for the past 4 years in AHS all the themes one every term I missed those times though they are also filled with anger and tears at times but you know, thats what makes it memorable. Okay I hope noticeboard with 415 will be great since they are all so cute hahahahaha yay my favourite glitter and 3d!

2009-01-15T19:36:00.003+08:00

I dont care but I want to take a PW group picture tomorrow!

Nah dont say I never upload hahahahahahaha this was like last year PW mad rush period and I grab them to take photo with the pretty sky :)

I've obviously been eating too much lately cause I actually gained 3 kg and I shrunked 1 cm so I am not officially 164 cm and 49 kg with a BMI of 18.2 which is kind of healthier than the 17.1 the previous time I calculated my BMI but I am still under the "Risk of nutritional deficiency diseases and osteoporosis" range. But I dont want get any fatter thanks lol.

I havent ran since like the last PE lesson which is like four months ago horrible terrible vegetable but the feeling of running again actually feels really good. But I can predict myself whining when the whole NAPFA training starts again tsk tsk.

Completely flunked Chem lecture test it was flooded with Ionic Chem my worst topic ever you can count the no of marks I am getting with a hand can. Thursday is such a long day end up 505 leh terrible.

But tomorrow is early day again and there's no Triple E!

Who wants to go to Chinatown with me to find my Cheongsam? :(

2009-01-14T18:07:00.002+08:00

No Red Cliff again cause someone needs to go golf at night bawl.

FSC SSC people are funny fun fun Jiahui Meishan Weixin Shuhui I made new friends today thanks to my very interesting file huh! Lost wallet panic again this morning Miss Ju-Ee must be damn used to it by now hahahahaha okay it was left at the study benches (at least not on bus). Econs lecture was like ??? what you talking man funny lecturer dropping funny jokes everywhere but no one understands what she's talking. Chem tutorial was zzzzz first tutorial and we went through Alkenes tutorial and the teacher pronounced Zoe as Zooe making me laugh when answering her question and I think she got no idea what she did to make us laugh. Homeroom at F34 is no good climb stairs everywhere! Chem holiday assignment and Chem lecture test due tomorrow and I havent done a thing okay better go do it now. SLC meeting with Jo and Hoakiat and both of them can communicate well cause of the same wavelengths. Got lost after SLC meeting while walking to Ikea sorry I am not good at remembering how to walk unless I walked 10 times lol but we managed to figure out how to walk there okay yay! Ikea late lunch Meatballs and Chicken Wings and went around scaring the noob with fake rats while she go around Ikea looking for her shelving units and finally decided the one she wants. Pay up and ended off with Ikea hotdogs yay chilli plus mustard and shuttle bus back to Tamp for me and WS for the nooooob. And of course we talked alot again and yes no one is oblige to make any choices and no one is expected to wait for anybody and of course I shant think so much anymore no no no but it keeps coming to my mind when there are free time like on the bus zang better fill myself up with lots and lots of chemistry!

(I am doing my everday report again right Lusy hahaha dont care then I know what happened one year later okay! :D)

Why the lecturer trick me theres nothing on Economics Test posted on IVLE what cheater bugs.

My head hurts and I am sleepy ;(

2009-01-13T16:15:00.002+08:00

Suprises in the morning thanks to lovely people like Jo with putting my favourite chips in my bag and making me feel so happy when I saw it in the LT and also Jiamin who bought a packet of Kitty sweets at the Food Expo and saving it till today to give me and also Fangzzzzzy with my kitty comb from shanghai yay made my day today!

I am glad my juniors did well for their olevels yay you guys are the best okay hahahaha 6 closer juniors all got 6points and A1s all over the place! I did my whole tutorial for Maclaurins wrongly (!!!!!) cause I copied wrong things for lecture zang dang. Yay reporting time for school is 915 tomorrow and we are released at 145 and this is why I love MJC sometimes yay! Red Cliff after that couldnt make it today mai cai days are back and Ikea on friday with the noob dont frown dont sad dont worrrrrrry wanted to talk to you today okay shall talk tomorrow! :)

I think I getting more and more worried hahahaha I am worrying about everything under the sun scaring people around me and also scaring myself. Should stop worrying and eat more junk food hahahaha okay I just finished Jo's chips and one Jagabee and feeling very pleased. I look at the question wrongly in yesterday's test from cosec(x) i see as cos(ecx) and differentiate whole thing wrongly lovely I cant wait to get my paper back and laugh at myself. My throat kinds of hurts now, I want to cut short hair but I will most prob whine after that shall not whine so much anymore. Actually, I am whining lesser and lesser cause I think people will hate me if I cont whining and no one will want to talk to me cause I do is whine.

Whine whine whine.

I dont know what I want after all. All this while I thought thats what I want but I in fact dont even know which is better for me. And I dont want to regret all my choices for lying to myself and lying to others and trying to pretend that all things are normal and fine when they are not and it keeps haunting me when there are free spaces in my mind.

2009-01-12T18:28:00.000+08:00

My $4.90 shoe plus my 5 min DIY with the ribbon:

And my favourite corner in my room, looks very cozy right!

I am like self entertaining hahaha okay going scrap scrap bye!

2009-01-12T16:02:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's photoshoot went quite well I guess and thanks to the new camera Momo bought we got crystal clear cut photos even without 10's DSLR and yay I think the pictures I took are nice yay okay in the process of scraping it now.

Dinner with the girls at Astons went great Popo Huiling Hengpok 10 Boh and Val! Val was as lame as usual but I havent seen her since like national day? Thats like long long long time ago! I am kind of craving for potato salad now where sells nice potato salad huh bawl had to go home early since there's test and school the next day and I didnt study much or you could say I studied in the bus this morning and ended up talking to long time no see people like Fangzzzzzzy and Natalie at the table hahahahahahaha!

School today was better than expected although the test today was horrendous I couldnt do most of the differentiation and I dont think my graphs are correct too horrible vegetable but at least I attempted okay heeeee. Miss Ann Koh for CT I am feeling abit stress about Math now ahhhhh and new teacher for Chemistry okay hope I can understand what she says bawl I totally catch nothing in lecture today I dont like Organic Chem :( Or you can say I dont like Chem ahahahaha whatever Miss Michelle Lim for Econs yay nice cute reach teacher who doesnt actually scold me when I didnt do somethings that Reach Reps do but.. okay hope econs can get better and better. No more Mrs Liang for Bio I feel like zzzz confirm die again okay hope I can understand Miss Foo :( GP teacher was cute and the giving names to no christian name people like JM is Magaret and WR is Abigail and AT is Natalie or something hahahaah totally joke. Timetable looks pretty good only one long day yay no more PW or Chinese for WR JM they all so all our timetable our shorten! :D Ended school at 1255 today yay only long day thursday at 505 bawl.

Tomorrow is Red Cliff II with the noooooooooob I havent talk much to her today cause you came so late noob Jo okay student price tomorrow! ;)

While I was walking home today I saw an old couple, walking hand in hand and it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy, smiling happily at each other and holding each other like totally awwwwwwwwwww okay makes me one to feel love HAHAHAHAAH okay I feel A levels loving me yay hug hug hug Alevels it's making me stress and I am like seriously cutting alot of things away to await it. And also thanks to all the pretty and cute classmates who brought back souvenirs from all over the globe maybe not over but out of Singapore hahahaha okay sorry for not bringing back anything from Sentosa hahahahahaha.

Shall post photoshoot later it's uploading at snail pace.

(162 photos what the hell did I take?)

2009-01-10T12:59:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be photoshoot day with 3 lings I am yan thanks HAHAHA, Photoshoots are fun, though abit tiring but I hope everything gets settled for EBP.

Yay clear thoughts/settle things for the new year, embrace 2009 and Alevels woooooooo!

(Mike how to have link this one got link not HAHAHA)

2009-01-09T22:04:00.001+08:00

After alot of stoning I decided not to lock up anymore Ju-Ee same same huh!

And Daddddy, when I used LJ it was still not very well developed very not user friendly so I changed hahahahaha.

2009-01-09T12:08:00.002+08:00

Okay BM is off to his commando today yay Miranda zhi guang take good care of yourself and remember to float!

Woke up at 545 and missed my 630 bus but Jo overslept so everything was kind of just nice in overall. After sending BM went back to Jo's house to stone I am still sleeeeeepy I cant adapt back to my early hours should have woke up everyday at 6 like laoxiao but it's holidays leh I cant make myself wake up early! So stone stone stone talk talk talk and I manage to finish 3/8 of my econs and went back to WS for KFC breakfast! Saw Auntie Rose on the way and she totally mixed Jo up with another FSC volunteeer hahaha I miss my Triple E kidddddds. Went back and finish first part of econs and half of second part though I really dont know how to do sobs hahahaha so I am resting till Jo finishes her first part since she keeps digressing and I can play while she's doing yay I even changed her blogskin to something that spells J-O-A-N-N-E! :D

Okay bye off to ka jiao the slow noob.

2009-01-08T20:00:00.002+08:00

I was just reminded about this thing called the March Block Test. But however with this new school terms I am not sure if it's delayed (please please please) or I will be left with less than 3 months to restudy all the shit that was in J1 esp chem which was horrible cause I didnt understand anything in Ionic Eqm and my Mole suck suck suck and all the math that i only managed to grasp some in Promos revision but yes I still have alot to study. Okay back to CC study days I can imagine the whole of 2009. Okay school havent update events calender so I cannot see any dates of block test, bawl. Bio bio bio my eukaryotic! Terrible terrible. And all the last minute econs crammed. I should stop doing that so maybe I can finally score my B/A and get out of C. And please I dont want to get my U/S for Chem or Math anymore! A E would be good enough for block test I dont want to fail anymore ;( And Bio please dont screw up again or I will cry cry cry in the girls toilet again hahahahahahah please please please.

Now say abit early la hor hahahahahahaha.

Seriously lor, I am not stressed at all kay ;)

2009-01-08T15:56:00.002+08:00

1. Dont believe in good goodie bags in open houses

2. Stop scaring myself and others HAHA

3. Stop eating and stop wasting food

4. Finish Chem (yay I finally started!)

5. Stop buying Cotton On shorts

6. But I want the green one, Ju-Ee and Lusy!

7. Stop regretting buying the black/white one

8. Stop whining.

9. Go do Chemistry

10. Stop saying 'wo yao shui jiao'

11. Stop scolding youku.com for not uploading fast enough

12. Go read Broader Perspective

13. Dont shop online anymore shoooooo

14. Yay Cheongsam shopping/ Mustafa/ Bugis tomorrow with Momosy

15. Dont spend allowance on stupid things

16. Call tuition kiddy

17. I HATE YOUKU.COM

18. Should I watch TV

19. Or go down check mailbox if Jo's letter is in

20. WHY DIDNT THEY DELIVER IT TO JO STUPID

Okay I love my friends esp Ju-Ee Lusy Jo and Daddddy(with you new hair sho cutie pie worzxzxzxzxzxzxzx I very very very long never talk to you ): how?)

2009-01-07T17:27:00.001+08:00

I am talking to Jo now like for 56.13 yay okay bye.

2009-01-07T13:50:00.002+08:00

Today is a very impromptu day.

First, Bing called and say he is out for a few hours so we went to find him at Tamp Mall for breakfast and yay we had KFC was full like ugh I hate the honey biscuit. Am very impromtu and hence dragged Momo to Giant and Ikea and the stupid Cheongsam I wanted has no sizes left (Tab Sim dont go there buy go no size) and hence am going to Chinatown on Friday I think I very mafan thanks hahahahahah and yes bought stupid lacy curtains I didnt know whw I choose it now it looks kind of.. gay. Hahahaha okay but anyway yay new curtains for the new year I am feeling the new yr spirit already.

Hhahahahaha BM just said something funny cause we were talking about botak and he realised he doesnt need shampoo anymore but he packed in his bag lol thats like funny.

Okay go and wash photos now. Sorry develop hahahahaha.

Xi zhao pian=wash photos!

Yay funny day.

Sometimes my absentminded-ness turns out to be thoughtless-ness in people's eyes so sorry if I ever upset you cause I may not meant it. I am just. Hou zhi hou jue kay.

2009-01-06T17:24:00.003+08:00

Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea is a nice show and I think everyone should catch it!

Ponyo is super cute to the max and Sasuke is also very cute!

' I will love Ponyo forever, no matter if she is human or fish, or inbetween! '

Okay I am glad I have Jo as a friend and when I do stupid things I can tell you and laugh it off and everything thank you Jo okay go chiong your homework while I go down mai cai yay mai cai days are back again I cant believe the holidays are actually ending already bawl.

2009-01-05T19:12:00.002+08:00

My dinner consists of:

1. Crab meat fry rice.

(Meat from real crab which is sooooooo nice!)

2. Egg Mee Sua

(My absolute favourite x1294365870 food on par with chicken pie~)

Feel so full after one bowl of 1 & 2 and going to eat more meee sua later! :D 4 is unlucky so I will only eat one more bowl or I vomit like the other time when I ate 4bowls of meesua.

I've successfully (finally) cleared my wardrobe! I didnt find any prince and never even see any door which will bring me to Narnia. I've 2 tests to study for, my chem to do, and my econs I am still left with one and my book cupboard and my shelves and my drawers to clear. Wl shld have done those in Nov I am regretting like crazy again okay I shall not mess up my wardrobe my table my shelves my drawers my roooom ever again! :( I dont know where to hang the kitty thing the 4c girls gave me on my 16th birthday it's really cute but then no where to hang leh! I need new curtains and new bedsheets I think.

And I am on this habit of sending snail mails, emails, random smses to people this few days yes superdaddy I act cool send emails HAHAHAHA wei email very cool kay I dont have your address or I snail mail you more cool! I realise I mistook Mike's birthday till today and when I signed in this morning I saw Facebook alert about Mike's birthday being yesterday and I didnt check my mails yesterday so.. I forgot. Now I very ps to wish you sms Mike hahahaha but nonetheless,

Happy Belated Birthday Michael!

(sorry sorry sorry for being belated)

I dont know who I should tell cause I dont really figure it out but but but okay going to tell Jo she has beeeeeeen telling me alot okay bye.

2009-01-03T11:44:00.003+08:00

Hahahaha found this when sending all the overdue photos to Tab yesterday:

Hahahaha super classic our own brand of sleeping beauty with Sock's sharky!

The com is loading at a snail pace it makes me feel even more sleepy! I should stop my late hours sleep from tomorrow onwards to get used to the morning at 6am thing (!!!) Dont want holidays to end I cant believe I just like used my holidays in this horrible manner. Should have completed my chemistry like.. in Nov when I was so bored and had nothing to do and all I did is to try and pack my room I really tried but it's still messy and horrible but still I am trying lor okay must get it done by next next week everything nice and sparkling clean to open it for new year hahahaah sounds like Istana but yay pretty room in 2 weeks time! And also to complete all the horrible holiday assignment. Which are really horrible by the way cause I didnt realise there's Econs untill last night! Zang and I am like what left with 1 pathetic weeeeek? And today will be 'packing room abit' day I still didnt manage to clear all my clothes cause I dont know what to throw HAHA okay shall do it by today like really today stop procrastinating! Next week will be Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea on Tuesday I am going to eat alot of popcorn yay and also TP open house on thursday with Ju-Ee (I REMEMBERED MUAHAHA) Jo and Lusy! Okay go there eat food and take goodie bag and see friends yay!

2009-01-02T17:48:00.002+08:00

11 year past and stepping into the 12th year friend,

Tabitha Sim Ju Ee!

Lunch at Ajisen to celebrate out 12th year, my favourite Crayfish Ramen which I always failed to finish and the spicy cha shu ramen which is really spicy lor, funny jokes all over the place, digging melted Dublin Mudslide which I traded Mango Pudding for (Thank you Al!), 10 joining us and her dumplings and baby octy (not going to eat for 5 months) and all the photo taking and 10's fish eye camera which I blinked I blinked I blinked ut they ignored me sobs hahahaha and the big head red eye monster thing, plus laughing till my jaws are sore yay I can cancel off my want to do list!

Thank you big head red eye monster for being such a nice and supportive friend for like so many years although we became closer only like sec3-4 till now yay shall go Kbox the next anniversary kay we sound like we are dating muahahahahaha okay!

Precious Moment figurines are like sooooo adorable hahahahaha I think we spent like 10 mins looking at all of them! Full untill cannot talk. Me need to think alot of things now to sort everything out of my life and lead a peaceful 2009 yay no more stupid problems and learn to say everything and stop keeping things to myself and bursting after that and have more happy things happening feel care concern and love from all around learn to be thankful for everything I have and yes slog myself for this stupid year and start thinking what I want to do for the rest of my life hmmm. In the mean time, I have to finish clearing my room, start finishing my work, and start preparing for schooooooooooooooooooooool. And stop buying useless things I dont know where all my tution pay gone too hahahahahahaha okay I want to eat my GV popcorn stupid Cathay got lousy popcorn not nice one wasted money and my laobeijing buffet with Boh and maybe Dous! :D Okay time is running out :( Finally settling EBP stuff this sunday yay clearing stocks and finishing it will be good I dont have anymre extra time we thought it was very easy but it was like.. not :(

Okay have a happy day yay :)

2009-01-01T19:28:00.003+08:00

Feeeeeling super bored now, on the first day of 2009!

Played with sparklers yesterday. Well kind of hahahahaah I love sparklers but I accidentally created a huge mass ball of fire cause I lighted alot at the same time which scare the hell out of me hahahahahaha but sparklers are reallly really pretty but sparklers are so shortlived. Can we have never ending sparklers?

2009-01-01T08:42:00.004+08:00

Happpppppppppppy 2009!

Although I wasnt looking forward to the new year, but it has already begun so I am just going to look forward to it being a good year when the big As is going to chew me up slowly but looking on the bright side, 365 days later I am most probably freeeeeeee from everything yay!

Went for Jo's countdown BBQ but I didnt stay for countdown hahahahah just went there to pei the busy xiao jie and play with the kids! A came too and all the kids like him better than us lor unfair I thought they like Jie Jies more but there's one who keeps crying when see him hahahahah guai shou! Went to walk around the boardwalk with A so that busy bumblebee can busy and the sea was like preeeeetty nice and the moooon was nice from a certain angle and I am sure I saw a star lor hahaha but it was a nice club nice place nice BBQ with goood food! Xie xie ni Jo hahahahaha :D Didnt stay for countdown I didnt want to leave Momo at home but she didnt stay up for countdown ended up I was like counting down with the TV hahahaha anyway the countdown party at Vivo seems terrible. Okay maybe I only caught the last parts of it hahah! Oh xie xie ni A for sending me home luckily you went back in time for countdown!

Oh my I forgot something thank you A for fulfilling no.20 for me hahahahaha although it's like not very impressive but yay at least there was a mini fountain! :D Xie xie ni for sponsoring the coke and mentos and in the end getting yourself wet and nothing happened to me lol!

No one is awake so I should entertain myself before breakfast, first meal of 2009! :D

2008-12-31T13:20:00.010+08:00

I've drafted up my new year resoultions and also my complete shopping list for cny!

Yay it feels good to be writing again though I really really really dont want to touch my chemistry. But I've to by hook or by croooook tomorrow :(

My funny feeling extended from yesterday to today. It feels funny caused it feels empty. Hollow. Abit fed up. Mixed with lost. It feels good when friends can detect something isnt right although I didnt say anything feels very loved, thanks Jo!

2008 is going offffffff so sooooon it feels like I just stepped into MJ.

This year was not easy, like really not. Trying to keep up with the change of schools, my lousy results for prelims which made me attend PAE in TPJ, which was suprisingly not as bad as I thought it would be. Stepping out from school at like 7am and the very very very very good and cheap food and of course the very welcoming class over there:

Then off I whisked to MJ after getting my results, to a totally new environment once again! I am like passive so I didnt know much people even when I am in TPJ so it kinds of terrify me to switch to MJ once more but luckily Ju Ee is still in the same class as me yay 11th yr friend! And also Lusy was also there and JY and other AHS friends :) 08S415 was a very warming class they always help one another and everything and all the people there are very very very nice and cute hahahahaha I miss their lame jokes and everything and always encouraging me when I get upset over lousy results! I went into SLC for volunteer work so I didnt sign up with any friends but Stephanie by chance went into it too but also I made new friends and am lucky that I went for Trip E cause I was originally from St Hildas! Cause no one wanted Trip E and it makes no difference to me since all volunteer work so I withdrawed and went to Trip E which proves to be a great choice that I will never regret! The kids and volunteers are wonderful people :) PW was one horrible mad rush experience and I always wanted to say sorry to my group mates which are Glad WR KF and Ser so sorry when I get fed up when things are not done on time and all the times when you all have to encourage me to pull through this terrible journey and I am so proud of every single one of us and our work! Sorry I was not a nice group leader Miss Koh must be deceived when she chose me hahahahahahaha thanks for putting up with me! :D :D And also Miss Ann Koh our pretty teacher who left us halfway for the j2s leaving us with Ms Serene yay I love Ms Serene for all her encouragements for Math and PW! And also Mr Wong thanks for always encouraging me on my lousy chem results hahahahaa not forgetting Mrs Liang who was all praise for me for Bio which allow me to get 5th in the cohort muahahahahaha okay thanks but I eventually disappoint her in my promos lol. Yay thanks to the teacher who are always there with me to encourage me cause I take encouragement like you people take oxygen molecules! (sounds familiar tsk tsk)

But also the ol'pals are always there to encourage me too! All the lovely people who had been there for me when I whine and complain and cry! And this year's birthday was memorable because of you all suprising me with my birthday cake three days later with the pretty fireworks! I've always been suprising people and although some attempts to suprise me but in the end failed but this time round I was realllllly suprised okay thanks x infinity :D And I am glad although I dont talk to you all as often as I did but I can still talk to you all about everything under the sun :D And esp Superdaddy and Boh has always beeen there although we are like different schools and I seldom come online heee act mysterious thanks but always dropping ecards and messages randomly when you all sense that I am not feeeling good xie xie ni men! :D :D :D oh and Superdaddy Ju Ee and Boh for fulfilling my want to do list hahahaha!

&also the little things that took me through 2008:

EBP, which turns out not really well lol.

AHS HO first ever concert if I am not wrong,

Cousin's M W and P wedding! I didnt took photos for Cousin M's though but it was defintely memorable for Cousin W cause I was helping at reception!

And also my new found very nice motherly friend who can detect my mood and understand my nonsense Jo although you are very crazy today lol! Xie xie ni shang tou nao jing to fulfill my want to list toooooooo 8)

Yay off to eat my lunch this post tooooook me 1hr30 plus mins omg okay zai jian off to eat my tomyam soup!

2008-12-30T20:15:00.002+08:00

Shopping with Lusy was great and she bought lots and lots and lots of things like she never shopped for 10 years, hahahah sorry me likes to exaggerate today. Thanks to being impromptu I made her watch movie with me at Cineleisure and I just realise thats the first time I am watching movie in Cathay! It has always been GV of Shaw.. but Cathay seats are comfy! We sort of got the couple seats by chance so in front and behind of us are all couples and the behind one was noisy noisy talking throughout the movie and the front one was hahahahahah kind of gross cause they were like kissing here and there and everywhere through the movie while we froze to death cause we didnt bring any jackets! Watched Twilight like finally cause there's no more Cape no.7 and I didnt want to watch Bedtime stories. Which my seventh sense says I might most prob still watch since I said I didnt want to watch Twilight. I thought the 6dollars was worth it say yay to Cathay student price! I was super tired so movie can sit down and rest for like 2hrs straight! What more is that the movie was good and I think it's nice not only of the storyline was like different from typical Vampire things but also the oh so sweet things that Edward does to Bella which was like worth my squealing although I didnt hahahahah so sweeeeeeet! Twilight's nice but me gonna stay loyal to Potty yo Potty please come out sooon half blood prince Dumbledore's gonna die :(

I am feeling funny. I mean not hahahaha funny but funny as in the weird funny.

Should stop making my Momo angry and help to springclean my house plus tidy my rooom Bing Yeo stop coming to my blog!

2008-12-29T12:15:00.003+08:00

Yesterday we had our Xmas 'Party' at Suki Sushi.

The gift exchange part was fun hahaha all the rubbish gifts we give hee but I got chocolates from Erica shall eat later heeeeee :)

But a stupid octy. Maybe not a but a few baby octopus ruined my day by getting stuck and refuse to go down my throat! :( Vomitted twice once at the sink and the toilet bowl but I got help to clean up after that by flushing alot of times but doesnt seem to help hahaha toielt auntie please dont hate me :( Yay thanks to nice people like Jo and BM I got sour plums and greentea to eat to stop the vomitting feel but I didnt eat much after that :(

After Suki Sushi we walked to Dhoby at some place where the guys played pooooool while I stone and stone and stone cause the vomit keeps wanting to come out :( My shoes failed me too give me blisters everywhere shall not wear it to walk next time painful pain pain pain! But thanks to nice people like alot of people who gave me plasters and Alson for buying one whole packet which was shared by me and Cherie who had the exact same pain spots as me heeee :)

So after that some of them went off while some of us went to Daiso then walked down for Ice Monster and talk rubbish and then to opposite Istana for BM story telling session and then went home already. By the night I was feeling alot better but super tired already so yay I was quite happy to go home!

Thankyou Al and BM for your xmas presents!

Meeting 10 later after 21402364579968 years.

Off to read my iweeky and then mop floor and then iron clothes!

2008-12-27T20:52:00.002+08:00

It's been quite long since I get so into a song since I havent been using Poddy for long and scare myself for the missing Poddy I was so sad but tadah hahahahaha damn noob I should stop scaring myself and people around me.

Love Story
Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;
Little did I know

That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me;
I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh.
I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,

"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
Oh, oh.
We were both young when I first saw you...

Me feels very lazy to do homework but at least i managed to finish some and am like left with Chem which spells trouble cause my chem is lousy and they are alot to be done!

Today me is Ang Kong Sai because I 'bo liang qia ka ki lai'! Momo and Uncle said so cause they wanted to bring Ahma to the old nyonya restaurant to eat nyonya dishes so I kind of like tag along ma because Momo tell me so then my Uncle say no one qing wo wo zi ji lai and I was wearing orange so I become Ang Kong Sai for the day! So bad so bad lor Momo say I am Da Sha no.2 Da Da Sha! But nyonya dishes are like really not for me and it's damn expensive okay although Uncle ordered quite alot for four people like a mini Tok Panjang but the dishes are so weeny! And the bill total up to 90dollars super bombing must be because now the Xiao Niang Re so they charged expensive hmph bad people but because the demand is great so they can raise prices to increase their profits but I think there shldbe a price floor cause like chendol cost 350347658790 more than those you can buy outside. Luckily theres no service charge or gst lor or I will chop their heads! But the cultery are nice like really nice designs but the food is like totally not things I like but the cultery is nice got Kamcheng some more!

JY just came over with her Xmas presents for the volunteers since she cannot come over tomorrow so I am helping her pass to them so nice right! But sushi isn't my type of food cause I tend to get very bloated after a while.. me likes soupy stuff :) Daddy's client cum friend person just gave him a christmas present and it's a Gucci Keypouch! Which costs quite alot and Daddy wanted to give me but I dont use it too so I didnt take Moreover it's like Gucci which is like expensive like xin li ya li very big to use scared spoil heee so me shall just use my $5.00 kitty face cloth keychain from the pasar malam yay!

Am very bored now..

shall go pack my present for tmr, help BM with his wrapping, pack JY gift, pack Jo's present and pack my bag tomorrow in case I overslept tomorrow again! Have been sleeping till like 10 plus this few days wake up at around 8 and went to sleep again I dont knwo why but I am like tired tired tired must be the late sleeping hours due to the mass convos and TV got to switch back to my 10-11pm bed time soooooooooooon!

2008-12-26T18:16:00.003+08:00

Am back am back!

Chicken wings that Momo made for dinner are like super nice but I cannot eat much zang okay hello coughing feat please go away soon I dont like you! I miss drinking my milktea confirm plus chop drink I have to wait another 1 week for the cough to go away :(

Everyone in Tampines must be too excited to see Cotton On opening cause they grab everything like everything is free of charge! Okay TampinesOne the new shopping centre is opening next yr March according to Momo yay cant wait! Shopping with Jo failed again need to brainwash her heeeeee Jo the grey top really suits you it spells J-O-A-N-N-E! :D Today is such a boring day, tomorrow day out with Momo and yay friday christmas feast on Sunday! Feast because 28th is the Feast of the Innocents so we are all innocent people okay volunteeeers hahahahaha!

Happy 2nd day of Christmas!

Have your love sent you 2 turtle doves and a partridge in a pear tree?

2008-12-26T10:40:00.002+08:00

I just did a super funny thing hahahahahahaha.

There's this Dexter person who added me in MSN and thinking that it's my junior, I started blabbering like oh you are dexter hahahahaha that kind of thing and when I check my inbox apprently Dexter added me on friendster too so I went to see and ta dah he is a stranger and I totally dont know him hahahahaahahaha!

Okay but sorry me dont like to make friends with strangers although my list says to take pictures with a stranger everyday hahahahahahaha!

Okay blog again later got nothing to do now, maybe meeting Jo later to shop for her clothes after Tmall with Momo and also the libraryyyyyyy! :D

2008-12-25T15:04:00.002+08:00

A.M. V.E.R.Y. B.O.R.E.D

on a very nice weather christmas day.

Only if there was a weeny bit of sun, hellooosunshine come out now my soles are freezing!

Yay I spent 3250497650 hrs trying to solve this when i already played before in the AHS years but I totally forgot the steps but yay I managed to get it! :D

Okay think I should go sleep sleep.

2008-12-25T12:26:00.001+08:00

Before I forget,

happily ever after happens everyday :)

2008-12-25T11:57:00.002+08:00

Merry Merry Christmas!

This christmas is so chilllllllllly I am wearing my jacket wherever I go! Just had KFC at Tamp Mart Bing's GF drove us there at first for Macs breakfast but too late no more breakfast so had to settle with KFC lunch and I ate till my stomach almost burst!

Countdown yesterday with Jo Al BM was like wow cause we are very impromptu people heeee sudden decision for countdown thanks to me hahahahaha me just want a countdown for accompany and although I didnt play with sparklers and also didntdo my coke fountain but thanks to HY we got a place to go and countdown with more people although we dont know them and BM and AL got to eat food and drink plus me and Jo we had fun time talking too :) Thank you Jo Al and BM for agreeing to come to countdown with me okay I didnt have any plans at all for it but xie xie ni men come but it was quite memorable la hor! :D :D :D Walked home Jo with BM and HY and they walked me home after that. I was already like half-asleep when walking..

And for the christmas, I made three wishes yay! :)

ps. Thank you Jo for your christmas present hahahahahahaha and dont worry I love it to bits and you totally fulfilled no.2 okay! Thanks for trying so hard to fulfill them draft up your own 'I want to..' list and I will try my hardest fulfill toooooo! :D :D :D

Shopping with Jo totally failed though hahahah that noob she's going to turn anorexic one day! But Daiso was good as usual got lightsticks for the Al BM Jo and myself but only mine doesnt work! My beautiful red tulip ;( Got Al's green parrot in the end heeeeee thank you Mr A Security happy catching theives on this wonderful white christmas! :D :D :D

2008-12-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

Mr A Security Guard:

"I was sitting at the entrance, doing security check to ensure all goods are paid. While chatting with 2 little boys whom their parents are shopping, I saw two suspicious malay teenagers; one of them was wearing a cap with a bag; the other is bald specty dude. The guy with the cap was holding a white tee which I assume it belongs to the warehouse sales, so i decided to follow them out of the exit. They were walking very briskly, increasing their pace every step they took. I took out my phone calling Doris while pretending to be smsing when they turned their view towards me. I followed all the way till the candy shop and they noticed i was stalking them, so they decided to run while putting the tee into his bag. 50 metres ahead of them is an escalator they took it and travel up to 3rd floor of ehub. Finally my boss answered her phone and command me to arrest them immediately so i went up and cornered them at the cafe. I bluffed them that their actions are caught on the CCTV camera. It was a lie to avoid them from running away. Doris came over and we brought them back to the shop for the police. Ta da, the end."

Alson says:
i dont blog
Alson says:
since it is
memorable ..
Alson says:
i type what happened today
Hellooosunshine
says:
hahahaha i got come i help you blog
...
joanne says:
lol like telling story.. but haha not
bad! well done alson
Alson says:
scary la
Alson says:
infact i
dunno what am i doing

2008-12-23T14:44:00.004+08:00

I managed to catch the 2hr Xiao Niang Re episode because there's a large no of Xiao Niang Re supporters and we had Mass Niang Re session and I started talking and becoming a spoiler alert which favours some and some prefer to keep the suspense to themselves. Hhahahahaha I am spoiler alert thanks to excited :)

And after Xiao Niang Re session, we went out to talk and waited for Boh to come and she came with candles to surprise me with no.4! Thank you I love you Boh! Ju Ee and Popo have to pull Hengpok cause she wanted to blow my candles muahahahaha but I shared supposedly one but I think turn out to be a few candles of the heart shaped they built! Thank you girls and Bohboh! Mad rush of photos when Daddy came to fetch me at 1030 cause he's around Pasir Ris too but yay capturing happy moments!

Thank you Bohboh :D :D :D

And the every funny people that I love (and I know love me too muahahahaha):

And the first turkey I ever had. And it tasted like chicken to me :( I felt love from the girls who love me muahahahahahaha christmas its the season for care share love yay lets all be carebears now!

Finally Daiso with Jo and countdown with Jo Al BM yay I got a countdown of my own so much for wanting to stay at home hahahahaa but nevertheless yay and no more overseas trip triple yay! Yay yay yay and I feel happy that I did not lose any friends that I care and love and I made new friends and become closer to certain friends yay I got to eat my popcorn too pop popcorn but Cathay popcorn is no good I want GV popcorn! Now I want to eat Oyster Mee Sua and Waffles from Waffle Factory which can be done tomorrow muahahahahahaha yay and no.20 tmr too hope it works! :D :D :D

2008-12-22T22:59:00.001+08:00

YAY ME IS HAPPY CAUSE NO.4 IS FULFILLED BY PEOPLE (BOH BOH! AND THE GIRLS) WHO LOVE ME YAY

2008-12-22T13:01:00.000+08:00

I just realised it might have already happened like 13253406957 years ago.

Just that I didnt realise.

WHY AM I ALWAYS THE LAST ONE TO REALISE THINGS HAPPENING AROUND ME?!

2008-12-22T12:09:00.005+08:00

My best friends this few days:

I started with Goodnight,beautiful first and have been moved like totally since like the first few pages. It was definitely a good companion through boring afternoons and it makes me feel fuzzy and warm at one minute, and another heart wrenching and felt like a dried up sponge after that. Not yet finish the book but I kind of knew the ending already. Because me is a spoiler hahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Am looking forward to Marshmallows for Breakast hope it will be good as well.

"..., they did not realise that I collected compliments like
other people collected oxygen molecules to breathe. I craved external validation
of my self-worth. It soothed a deep part of me like very little else
could."
- goodnight, beautiful

Watched this on TV yesterday:

And it wasnt as good as I thought it would be. Except the part that they kill the imperial doctor family you know they hook the whole house and slide down like flying fox like that which looks quite cool. But there were alot of bloood no good no good. Jay looks funny but he is so nice in the show I mean so nice to the Mum who was horrible. The whole show was like cleavage everywhere horrendous but the show was very golden. Like seriously very golden. Goldy golden!

Am quite looking forward to today's potluck dinner at 4c's chalet today though I wont be staying over hem hem but yay finally get to see ol'pals! :) Ju Ee is coming over to my house to party(?!) first hahahahaha more like snacking session right haha then off to the chalet to ehub first to get moi popcorn (yay yay yay) and then go find A at the big onion to kajiao him then off to chalet for more food and talk and hope to catch my 2hr Xiao Niang Re yay!

Dont have to mop floor today yay cause brother is at home hahahahahah yay yay yay he volunteered to mop the floor for me so nice and so rare huh! 2 days left but I am not sure if my overseas trip is confirm and for the first time in my entire life so far, I am dreading to step out of Singapore :(

2008-12-20T21:01:00.002+08:00

Just realised, my trip to the Zoo has been procrastinated for the umm, third year?

No one wants to go to the Zoo :(

Can the sky rain popcorn now?

2008-12-20T18:16:00.001+08:00

Cousin P's wedding!
Special with a big big capial S and Different with a big big capital D. Different in the sense that it's different from maternal side cousin weddings. Paternal Maternal. Different. Am I making sense? Special in the way that this is their second wedding ceremony and it's a racial wedding hahahahahaha okay racial I mean Chinese groom Malay bride.

First ceremony was long over it was the under HDB kind of malay wedding and yesterday was the chinese kind of wedding. Chinese kind means got the drink tea 'lim teh' ceremony and also the 'yam seng' ceremony you get the idea la hor. I am not making sense this few days. Make sense make sense. I think the bride will be like confused hahahah cause her herself is a mixed blood (chinese malay). Her name is chinese name due to her dad and now she married a chinese so confusing but so cool.

Overflooding pictures of cutie pie cousins. So cute so cute! Was sneeeeezing throughout the ceremony and croaking for the 'yam seng' thing till Momo ask me to stop hahahahahaha!

Pictures from night to day lol:

Yay I finally uploaded the pictures! Shall start with my wardrobe like now..

Hellooosunshine:
i am jin tian yi plus ke nan
Hellooosunshine:
plus
doreamon
Hellooosunshine:
hahahahahahahaha
♥ -hanlu-:
damn
funny,hahaha
♥ -hanlu-:
u pro la

Been catching up with olpals and they are the same as ever! Always listen to me whine and all the crap we shared hahahahahahaha and always agreeeing to me muahahahahahahaha!
Daiso tomorrow with Jo okay shall not spent too much money there again. No.

2008-12-19T22:28:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Seoul Garden with the volunteers! Eat eat eat eat eat my I can finally taste and smell my food yay! Went off to open plaza to slack slack abit and going crazy I mean A and BM not me at Toys'R'Us and back to open plaza and I managed to catch.. Hello Kitty Live On Stage! Didnt take any photos because I didnt want to, it's too. Okay too many kids hahahahaha feel like an intruder in their kids world. Didnt really feel like talking yesterday hem hem but but but Happy Birthday to Amanda! :D :D :D Hope you had a memorable birthday cake heeeeeeeee :) And we finally had a proper game of MRT with blueblacks I like though I looked like I got abused.. Sorry A take good care of your legs hahahahahahaha!

Pictures below below! Dont like the pictures I took with BM how to smile smile smile okay shall take more take more..

(Yes there is Tracy but not settled yet!)

And today was Xmas Party at YWCA over @ Outram but went to school at 930 to do some preparations stuff and all lets just say. I had a filling dinner. And lots of nice sweets and chocs. Which kind of, worsen my cough hem hem.

Went home with Jo and that noob followed me home. Should have pinch punch kick her and stop her from alighting at my stop that noob but she finally got to see my house hahahahaha I forgot point my room to you heeeeee :) But I am touched la I know you walk me home because you know I dont like to walk myself. Xie xie ni wo ai ni :)

Sort of fulfilled no.14 but dont feel like crossing. Cause it's. Sort of. Okay shall do it once more than I cancel! And Daddddddy sent an Ecard fulfilling no.5 again yay yay yay thanks Dadddddy wo ai ni worzxzxzxzxzxzx I finally can view th ecard after 235434906857 years. And Daddy and Ju Ee, I really damn long never talk to you both okay. Miss my whining? Hee..

I dont knwo if it's the christmas season, but I feel jolly and all this few days. Carols make me feel even more snowy. Although it doesnt snow. Hahahaha okay I feel all christmasy. Must be the love I am showered this few days with lovely people fulfilling my wishes and listen to me whine and making me laugh.

Makes me appreciate what I've got even more :)

2008-12-18T20:58:00.002+08:00

This few days I seem to be hanging around these people:

physical and cyber.

And they are very nice people who always make me laugh and smile.

Xmas party at YMCA tomorrow with the kids, and then 4C chalet and then sudden Batam trip which I dont really feel like going, and then Trip E Xmas party! I still have pictures of Cousin P's wedding..

ps: I miss you old friends too. Miss Ju-Ee I feel like I 10 years never talk to you already, Lusy lusy okay I want to see your face sooon. Dadddddddddy I feel like I 50 years never talk to you (I couldnt view the Ecard kept wanting to tell you, Hengpok how guniang have you grown again with you manicure, BOB missssssss you miss you miss you miss you, Popo misss you tooooooo.

2008-12-17T11:09:00.004+08:00

(edited)

Me like this picture cause everyone is smiling very happily :)

Just realised it's a month passed I restarted my web counter!

__________________________

My roles for the roleplay in Xmas party on 22dec: Mrs Claus (?!) and Raymond's Mother (Raymond is a reindeeeeeeeeeeeeer, lost apparently)

Raymond's mother only got one line but Mrs Claus got like 12843654783 lines?

I cant even talk can I am croaking..

Got alot of pictures but I lazyyyyyy hahahaha okay maybe later.

2008-12-14T14:45:00.001+08:00

Why is it wrong to laugh at my own jokes? I think I funny ma.

Virus fever, going down to meet WS for my vball for Trip E outg thanks ex lab partner. Actually, ex ex ex hahahaha okay Home Econs buddy.

2008-12-13T18:45:00.003+08:00

Me arent feeling very good now but my throat feels slightly better after drowning down spoonfuls of Pi Pa Gao!

Homework session @ the airport totally failed which proves again that I can study outside but cant do homework outside hahahahahaha it sounds ironic but its because I need past chapter notes to refer to thanks to the limited capacity in my brain but study I just bring everything I want outside ma. Doesnt seeems to make sense but at least I touched my macluarin's! Ended up drawing our own version of guns for Alson the security guard like I promised yesterday during the mass convo. Super pretty gun with kitty somemore. Me brain isnt turning for days..

Realised the good of self timers :)

Realise my lousy 3.2 cybershot actually has image stablizer!

Went off to buy some christmas thingys for christmas! Me is not a christmas celebrater but I like the xmas spirit, jollllllllllly and jingllllllllllllllly! Bought candy canes for the volunteers and also 4c!

Me suddenly like to look at friendster again because I suddenly felt like writing a comment for Jojo so I went and started looking and looking and looking but I realise I suck at finding friends, so I kind of went on and look at strangers hahahahaha me dont know how to find friends me dont like my facebook me want alot of Pi Pa Gao me want my throat to heal before Cousin's P wedding tomorrow! Me dont know what to wear for the wedding tomorrow!

2008-12-13T18:03:00.000+08:00

Throat hurts very badly

38.6 degreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees

2008-12-12T16:14:00.004+08:00

Went to the playgroup where Mom's has been teaching all these while because it's the Graduation Party for the three year old kids! They are reallllllllllllly cute and my favourite child is Ye Bo because of his chubby cheeks and Mabel for her cuteness hahahahahahaha! But children of this age are so so so tiring to control they ran like little monkeys all around ahhhhhhhhhh!

Felt like eating sushi so went to Ri Ben Cun for cheap sushi and totaally got scammed by them for the clams miso soup! It's $6 and it's the winter promotion soup so we got it and it's lesser than a rice bowl la! And the thing is it taste like normal miso soup which I can instant make at home with the instant miso soup i bought ahhhhhhhh! But Chawanmushi was not bad but Sakae one is nicer :( Ate nine plates of sushi so super full I ate Chai Tao Kueh before we went to the playgroup I feel my stomach churning now churn churn churn.. Me and Momo went to the Mng sale cause I received a sms earlier during camp that it's having a sale so yay went to see see look look and blasted twohundredandfour dollars off my Momo's ATM only 80 dollars is mine I feeeel like a freeloader hahahahaha and bought another Kitty bag from Isetan cause they are having a small corner of Sanrio products and it's a kitty face bag! It's no cheap but I think it's worth it cause it's pretty kitty and it's original not some Pasar Malam kind yay yay yay :)

Moi feels happy today. Pictures another time moi is lazy to upload and moi skipped Xiao Niang Re yesterday to sleeeep ok pig. Thank you Jojo for your Chiangmai present! :D

I dont know if you felt the same.

2008-12-11T19:26:00.002+08:00

Moving Ahead Camp @ Changi Cranwell Bungalow 2!

1. Moi thinks it's super eye opening, especially dealing with special kids and controlling temper and alllllllll the patience and hardwork to continue with the camp, yay Wesley and Azian!

2. Anyway, my group is the Yellow Giraffe! Second time group leader but still yellow and still cowboy in war game 'chicken chicken bang bang bang' hahahahahahaha

3. Speeeeed showers sucks cause I ending up feeling cold all over after that!

4. Moi feels closer to alot of volunteeeeeeeers! Like seriously changes perspective love love love the volunteers who went :)

5. Love the kids who love me hahahahahahahaha okay la also those who dont love me okay (YS wanted say he will go into the mudbath for me if I was made to do so loh! :D)

Thanks to Meishan for the sharing of sleeeeeping bag with me okay I want to buy a sleeping bag soon but I feel very wasted because I dont think I am going to use it often but nonetheless I am going to buy one to replace the one at home cause it's very thin to sleeep in! Thanks to everybody who I whine to during the camp to relieve or I am terrified I will start throwing tantrums! :D Thanks to all the volunteeers for making the camp so memorable and special thanks thanks thanks and like what Melanie says thanks are never enough! Thanks for the chance to be Yellow Giraffe's leader, completely new kind of kids I've never dealt with and also Azian for all the whining we do together whine whine whine whine whine and Wesley for doing all the dirty jobs heeeeeee!

And the slacking session after debrief at Macs was hilarious and yay I won the Polar Bear as the murderer thanks lor I look too truthful to be the murderer hahahahahahahaha Mcflurrry makes me cough and cough and cough and thank you BM for your tip on taking bus 15 for making my journey home faster and walking me right to my block.

I wanted to say something but I dont know how. Like what BM predicted, I am eating then sleeping hahahahahaha ok pig but I am felt so tired when I step into my house ahhhhhhhhhhhh okay finished dinner no TV or should I stay up for Xiao Niang Re?

(Moi saw an eagle today during morning PT and told Azian and Wong Yi to seeeee and hence I am sure it's an eagle after seeing it on the first day on the bus towards the bungalow but Clara didnt see it and Rachel says it was a kite but it's an eagle yay what are eagles doing in Singapore?)

2008-12-09T09:08:00.002+08:00

Do they have this in adult size?

It's adorable to the maxxxxxxxxx!

And my crocs have beeeeeen giving me blisters all around my heel!

I thought crocs are supposed to be comfy and not painful arghhhhhhh!

Me wants to buy 3 more pair of crocs yay!

2008-12-07T19:30:00.004+08:00

Am feeeling very happy :)

Christmas; it's all about love 2008 @ Meritus Mandarin

From labourer, to decorator to receptionist to befrienders!

With nice volunteers like Auntie Irene and Joanna and Auntie Jennifer, and also how me and Ju-Ee got lucky and get to sit in together during the high tea and eat nice hotel food (ahboling in red bean soup "huh you never eat before meh?!"), with our very friendly funny table host and also the ultra friendly and nice auntie and uncles sitting with us :)

I even got a Hershey King Size Almond Chocolate Bar!

(Need take photo hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha)

Anyone wants to sign up for the Chinese New Year Party? :)

(Am finally looking forward to Moving Ahead Camp woooohooooooooooo!)

2008-12-05T16:35:00.003+08:00

Christmas spirit is getting stronger but so sad too bad I dont celebrate christmas!

But nevertheless, I am looking forward to this Sunday's Christmas Party "Christmas; It's all about love" at Meritus Mandarin with the old folks :)

I want to seeee the lightings at Orchard again! Saw it that day at Cousin W's wedding from the 11th floor of the hotel and it's beauuuuttttiiifuuuuuullll but I didnt take any pictures! This treee is so preeeeety isn't it it's like made up of bears! Saw it at Takashimaya like 1 month back hahaha :)

And guess what I found in my mailbox today:

#5 of my 'I want to..." list!

(Refer scroll scroll scroll!)

Thank you Missssss Ju-Ee (I remembered hifen okay!)

And that's Miss Gu Niang Pok with our Daiso shopping yesterday with em dragging her to Harbourfront centre for the first time and my Starbucks freeee complimentary drink (but we gave up in the end) with christmas tree (note: the second christmas tree cost a bomb and it's ment to be upside down it's called the upside down christmas tree ;O) and for the first time ever gu niang pok was earlier than me hahahaha so sorrrrry I rushed down from Jln Batu already! :D :D :D Had a big big meal at Superdog and I am craving for the cheesefries again! Didnt get to catch up alot cause I was too lazy to talk am very very very very tired but I got to play with the Iphone which I suck at controlling why is it so unuserfriendly!

HO farewell chalet which turns out to be a short 'seems like holiday overseas' getaway cause the whole chalet which costs $600 turns out that only 2 alumnis (me and Popo) are the only one staying over for the first night cause no one is staying! Ahhhhhhh I even got a whole bed to myself which is rare like shitazz in chalets hahahahahahaha but managed to grab 2 juniors Mich and SY to be out MJ kakis which we MJ till 2 am before I konked out I lousy I know hahahaha I was spouting nonsense throughtout the MJ games was talking rubbish like I was drunk but it's like becaue I am sleeepy hahahahahaa!

2D outg at Sentosa and I didnt get my kitty airbrush in the end cause the person didnt want to help me mix colours! Damn supeeeeeeer pissed and angry you stupid woman wheres my airbrush you you you but basically I paid to watch the people play hahahaha and tried to play a bit od Captain's Ball in the end but yeah too lazy to move hahahahah okay why I am so lazy?

I am not lazy. Am just tired!

Shopping tmr with Jojo and Lusy but I spent away most of my allowance already :O Trips and trips around and all that food I am eating ahhhhhh okay ask for early allowance since next week I will get my tution pay already hahhahahahaahahahahaah okay am happy now.

It's B&J's chunk fest tomorrow! Good luck Popo eat eat eat all the ice cream you can hahahahaha win the competition and treat me to ice cream yay yay yay okay maybe I will drop by tomorrow lalalalalalala :D :D :D

2008-12-03T22:38:00.003+08:00

friend(noun) 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile. 4. a member of the same nation, party, etc. 5. make friends with, to enter into friendly relations with; become a friend to.

Have I even ever understand the meaning of a friend?

Why why why did I do anything wrong?

I want to:
1. laugh very very hard that my jaws are sore
2. binge eat
3. Kbox with myself
4. blow out candles
5. receive a postcard saying
''And you thought no one cared.''
6. shower at random hours
7. make fresh, warm homemade brownies
8. catch my favourite song on the radio
9. hear the sounds of
love/heartbeat/footsteps/raindrops
10. get on my feet and dance
11. have breakfast in bed
12. take a picture with a different
stranger everyday
13. laugh at absolutely nothing and everything
14. have somebody push me on swings
15. grow wings
16. punch a hot air balloon
17. share a doughnut with someone
I truly care about
18. give out hugs
19. wake up to the waves of the sea
20. drop mentos into pepsi and run

If you cut me, I could shine.

(Pictures of yadah this and that another day, cant wait to see the faces of my favourite girls in MJC for briefing and also also also Hengsy for our 2dollars shopping ;))

2008-12-01T10:29:00.005+08:00

Have been watching this faithfully every week when a new episode comes out:

I think it's quite nice lor although none of the actors are like those I always watch (Zheng Yuan Chang etc) cause the story is kinda interesting. Like same pattern as Ai Sha 17 all this mystery solving and the hidden mask of people tsk tsk.

Anyway I am getttttinnggggg busy like a beeee! Finally solved my MSN problem and I just saw all my offline messages! Concert on Friday was o-oh-okay for secondary first combined but the quality of everything abit suck like seriously. But HO was good I think, at least the Historica was good :) Joshua solo was not bad also lor and Jessica was the best heeeeeee :)

Cousin W's weedddding yesterday's yesterday!

Woke up early in the morning to get dress and after changing out of so many Momo finally decided that moi should wear the blue dress which turns out to be too big for me keeeeep pulling here and there. Bride was preeeeetty and skinnny and Cousin W was smiling allllllll the way! No pictures of them though they are toooo busy! An gbaofor the tea we served to Biao Ge and new Biao Sao yay and had a buffet lunch before Momo and all others left leaving me with Cousin J to help out at the hotel. So off we went with all the bride dresses and wine and all the photos blah blah to Park Hotel Orchard Singapore! The hotel was pretty classy and nice which I like :) The bellboy was nice enough toooooooo and it's like right beside Paragon and Heeren super strategically located hahahaha. Went up to the bridal suite for a while to see see look look and after settling went to the other bedroom suite which Cousin W booked for us to rest and bathe and change before the wedddddding. Went down for reception after that and they have finger foood which are niceeeee stuff and drinks with all the waiters and waitresses walkign around with on the hands like in a dinner party at the reception area which is a plus point for the hotel service! So people floooded and my eyes almost died searching for people's name and table numbers and all the bursting big angbaos! Momo came and finally she remembered her camera so snap snap snap but not much photos though busy recepting eating looking the bride and groom changed into 3 outfits during the whole dinner with like different tie and hair accesories (?!)

Okay busy busy busy beeee I have HO farewell chalet which me and Popo is going to white eat white drink and 2D outg/Miranda Party tommorow and HO BBQ after and Daiso with Hengpok on Thursday and Orchard with Lusy and Jojo on Saturday and Xmas Party (Sorrrrry 415 those who are going I will send you all the details sooon I have no reply from the organisers yet!) on Sunday which sums um my busy beee week. So now mop floor tidy room meet momo for lunch and ooffffff to chalet! :D :D :D :D :D

2008-11-28T09:40:00.003+08:00

I MISS CHIANGRAI LIKE CRAZY

Awww I want cry.

I saw this junior blog about chiangrai and I saw Yun Nan Yuan! Apparently no batches stays there anymore but Yun Nan Yuan is the best man. Although the bathroom is like the length of my hands streched out sideways and a hole for you to flush with water.. And no electricity. And have to boil you own water to bathe. But.. I love Yun Nan Yuan! And the road we laid outside the place. The junior sounds amazed at the road cause I think what they do now is only helping at the kindergarden and also painting it which was what we girls mostly did but we helped out at the road on the first day okay! I even got to step on the cement I mean mix cause I dont have enough strength to knock the road I mean not knock but you know what I mean right tsk tsk hahahaha okay i miss Chiangrai crazily. Apparently the wall me and Si Hui painted must be too disgusting cause they repainted the whole thing damn sad I tell you hahahaha but at least we painted a wall! But the one the whoel group painted with the lead of Aurial is still there, the same for the seven dwarfs! Heeee so nice of them must be too nice never repaint. And I saw that they have new playground facilities! But the colours painted are not that bright though What happened to our rainbow choo choo train!

My MSN got hacked or something cause I cant seem to get in with my password!

2008-11-27T10:30:00.002+08:00

Shall not mentioned what happened to me yesterday. I didnt even mean to do it lor but it just so happened that I almost hahahaha okay whatever but thou shall not be lazy to cook lunch for myself when no one's at home.

Feeeeeling x1223658 better and thank god I am not dead Uncle Mike and Bully I dont need warm myself okay and Hengsy hahahahaha I scare everyone at home already!

Feel like an anorexic. Walking zombie. Vampire.

Okay Jojo so sorry I didnt go and welcome you back from ChiangMai hope you had fun okay! :D

Betttttter be well by tomorrow, cause it's Concert Day and I can seeee alot of people like Popo Qin Xinni Amanda and my seniors+juniors and also Daddddddddddddy! Okay and Sat is Cousin W's wedddding and I am still pondering over the dresses should I wear sliver pink or black okay wear 3 together hahahahaha but I never wear the black one before but black abit not good for wedding leh like 'orh lu lu' like that but silver I already wore it for Cousin's M (Cousin's W sister) wedding this year then like repeat my dress abit funny right okay shall wear pink then. But pink would be exact replica of Prom but who cares no one attended my prom there with me also okay pink shall be.

I feeeeel like eating Ondeh Ondeh the only thing I feeel like eating I didnt eat anything yesterday except white porridge (like white without anything not even pork floss okay) and I feel light like a feather okay I feeel like Xuanting hahahahaahahah. I WANT ONDEH ONDEH WHO ATE MY ONDEH ONDEH MOMO BOUGHT FOR ME ONDEH ONDEH WHO EAT WHO EAT confirm is my Dad or Benben argh why eat Ondeh Ondeh MINE LEHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Okay nothing to say bye! Shall go and lie for the whole day again :)

2008-11-26T09:16:00.001+08:00

Vomitted 3423946568 times since 3am in the weeee hours of the morning. Okay I vomitted air tooo cause there's nothing in my stomach.

So I ate medicine, and I vomitted out my med toooooo.

2008-11-25T20:50:00.005+08:00

When I was young , I remember staring at the NTUC racks looking at Dutchlady's chocolate and strawberry milk, wondering how they were flavoured. So I came up with (I AM STILL YOUNG) the fact that the farmers gave the cows alot of chocolate for this farm for chocolate cows and strawberries for the strawberry cows. And I thought :normal cows. Why is their milk white colour and doesnt taste grasssssy? So I settled that the farmers gave the cow milk so the milky cows have milk.

BUT COWS DONT DRINK MILK!

I was really confused lor I can really remember it clearly now liek really why am I so noob?

Okay I was young and I clever now can liao thanks call me Ms Clever hahahahahahah I know why got chocolate and strawberrrry milk okay thanks.

2008-11-25T09:02:00.002+08:00

Dum deeeee dum!
It's a bright early tuesday morning and I woke up feeeeling good cause the weather is abit chilly not too cold for comfort and it's not raining or either scorching so good good! (Y)

My cough never seems to get better but yet seeems to get worse. All thanks to M&S Milk Choc Digestive but what can I do they were on sale for 50cents! Hahahahahahaha plus this Plum Syrup thingy that Momo bought is so nice that Dad keeep making plum drink and I kept drinking and it's sweet and cold and yes thats why hee.

Bu Fan De Ai ended yesterday! Awwww I thought the show was niceeee :) Bu Qun and er Yu Hang yes they look so sweeet norzxzxzxzxz but I dont know if I have the courage to marry an AIDS patient. Friends okay la like will be shocked and maybe will think like why they get it and stuff but I think I can really befriend them they are not going to apss the virus to me through talking or touching anyway. But if I were to marry and Aids patient, I cannot have children and I might be left alone in my old years. Which is no goooood. Hmm okay maybe that's what Sg shows are, happily ever after!

Tuition later kidddy coming so off to prepare! :D :D

2008-11-24T18:43:00.003+08:00

Feeeeeeeling warm and happy cause dinner today are all my favourite fooooood! :D

Went to schoooool after mopping the floor early in the morning today for SLC Xmas Party meeeeting! But I was late muahahahahahaha but meeting only lasted for an hour, but sounds quite promising hope that KL trip wont fall on the day! :O Steeeeph not going to Moving Ahead Camp :/ Went to TM to wait for Popo training's to end so went around walking NTUC Toys'R'Us(the pink Jenga and Monopoly supeeeeeeer bimbo but chic!) Popular and went to Long John Sliver's which is the main thing today. I sat at this four seater table because the tables left are those stooools kind which I cannot lie and slouch. And there's this huge mess of empty plates with like 2 packets of tissue. So I just sat down making myself comfortable till Popo comes, when this OL looking woman came up to me (dont want call her lady cause ladies are suppose to be nice demure polite) and said in a not very polite manner "Hello we are seating at this place sorry" HELLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO?! 2 FREAKING PACKS OF TISSUES AND YOU CAN CHOP THE PLACE ALREADY? NOT EVEN A FREAKING BAG LA BUT THIS 2 PATHTIC NO NEW BUT FINISHING PACKET OF TISSUES? So I said' This tissues yours ah?' and she said 'Yes we put them here' Not wanting to cause a scene so I moved off unreluctantly and she went off with her friend. So people passed as many want to seat they saw the 2 packets of tissues lying innocently as they chop the place for their owners. Surely one la we not at XXX hawker centre where you are SUPPOSED to chop places with tissues but hellllooooooo woman you are in TM Long John! But at least I got the table with the stoools while alot stand waiting for seats. I mean one of you can help the other buy right? Grrrrrrrrrrrr!

Okay so back to AHS and it feeels like 12204654687 years ago since I last stepped there the familiar hilllll, the parade square, the linkway, concourse, canteeen, and of course HO rooooom! And the area we always ahd sectionals, watching Yigao and Bass have sectionals ahhhhhhhh! Yay get to go farewelll to bai chi bai he this year finallllly I am an alumni to go bai chi bai he so happpppy hahaha! :D Qin came and waited for prac to end talk abit and went home the usual route and Popo as usual waited with me till the bus arrrrive :)

ps Estee what is cameo? Vey sad Cedric die leh he never do anything wrong loh heck that Barty Crouch and his master! Hx you more cowardish lor dont fake!

2008-11-23T18:31:00.002+08:00

I've never ever felt alone at home. I love to be at home alone. All snuggly and warm in my own home, with no naggings and distruptions and I can do whatever I want.

But when the lightning struck and that stupid thunder scare the hell out of me, I felt so lonely. Like. I damn scared the lightning will struck me even though I am indoors and the window is close (but still you know) so I wanted to call someone. But it feeeels stupid to call and say I am scared cause the thunder was scary and I am feeeel weird. And I dont know if thunder in Tampines can be heard in other parts of the country so I open on MSN and saw the first person I know live in Tampines in fact very close to me.

So I told Lusy about the lightning and thunder. And told her I am alone and scare the hell out of me.

Just by saying, it makes me feeeeeel so much better.

2008-11-23T16:21:00.002+08:00

I hate it when people joke with me when I am not in the mood to joke (at all). Although I know they are just joking and I am the one vbeing very unreasonable but grrrrrr esp when I meant what I say like quite strong on my point and they came joking about your decision or something and make it sound frivolous (why frivolous huh huh).

I want to start my homework soooooon so have to find one day and start it offff with Boh @somewhere someday! Meeeeeting for Xmasparty 19dec one tomorrrrrrow and lunch with Popo and back to HO to take my concert ticket!

Have beeeeen busy finding stuff to do, neeed a trip down to Daiso again and also Ikea I want to buy 1om of wrappings hahahahahaha they are so useful and also to make something for the lovely people! Just finished Popo's birthday present and I think it spellllls preeeeeeeeety to the max supeeeer proud of it! :D Did some necklaces and allllll which makes me a weeee bit happy.

Anyway I had KFC a.m meal again yesterday and I had Waffles meal and Momo had Original Twister meal but for me I prefer the American Twister meal! Wafffles were niceeeeee but student meal doesnt have egggggs :( Went looking for shoes for Momo for cousin W's wedding this coming saturday and collect my shoes from C&K and I thought they lose it again and I can another pair of sandals but apparently they didn't! Went to tidy my shoe rack just now and I realised I have 5 pumps, 5 sandals, 3 slippers, 4 shoes but I only like wear one from each hahahahahah okay I dont know why but I dont feeeeel like wearing the others. Went to Plaza Sing for awhile to Daiso to buy my reindeeeeeer ears but didnt manage to buy and look at more cause we had to go and there was this long queue! Yay reindeeeeeeer ears I even have this big round nose hahaha I am Rudolph no.2 this Xmas!

I want to watch Hai Jiao Qi Hao and Twilight! I never read Twilight or anybook from the Twilight saga but it sounds interesting enough. Moreover, the lead actor was Cedric Diggory from Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire! Ahhhhhh I can still remember him dying and coming out from Voldemort's wand I remember watching the movie with Qin and I cried when he died (HAHA) so yay but I dont even know his name hahahahaha!

KL trip is so much a hassle now and I will hate everyone forever if they suddenly cancel it cause I was looooking forward to it. Everyone have thier leave from different days and they cant change a thing cause it's army blah blah blah wl lor grrrrr and the only freeee weeekend which no leave needed and can go is like next next weeek, which I cannot cause I have Xmas Party (7dec)! Should not be greeedy and joing 2 Xmas party but 415 joining this and that's SLC but they are both voluntary not my fault!

I want to go Kboxing! Ever since that day I sang tilllll my throat when sore at Hallooweeen party which I was tooo sleeeep deprived I dont even care what I am singing, I've beeen wanting to go and sing sing sing!

Actually I got nothing to say bye!

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2008-11-21T20:34:00.004+08:00

Almost got a job at Artbox but I am deciding (quite 98.7% decided) to push it offfffff cause I dont want to misss all the 2d 4c 415 outings and all my reach/slc xmas parties and also moving ahead camp! But a job at Artbox is like so goood, I can addddd alot to my notebook collection you know. So everyone please attend outgs chalet etc etc cause I amking so much sacrifice sobsob!

I want to airbrush a kittttttty if I ever get to sentosa. Or maybe my swallllllow again!

Who interested to go B&J's Chunk Fest; celebrating peace, love and ice cream!

6dec, with 12 flavours from USA (that means never in Sg! eg CINNAMON BUNS omg I cant wait) And also there is airbrush there hahaha but I dont know if they have kitty not :( Anw B&J now have Handpacked pints you can chooose the flavours and all which spells c-o-o-l heeee okay when was the last time I had B&J? Feeeeel like eating pints and pints while watching TV and talking crap only that will come true with Momo but she doesnt like B&J cause she stays loyal to Haagen Daz (ahhhh Macademia Brittle!) and she wotn talk crap with me hahahahahaha okay whatever! There's no more Fossil Fuel like I wanted to buy a pint to try that day only but Sg wont have them anymore why why why! There's fudge dinos and choc cookie pieces in sweet ice cream omg lor I am salivating already! No more Oatmeal Cookie Chunk, Half Baked (!!!! but they have them at B&J fest!) But luckily luckily there still have Choc Fudge Brownie, Strawberry Cheesecake, Smores! I want try Cake Batter and ONE Cheesecake Brownie! :D :D

Who want go who want go before I make people go with me lol!

2008-11-21T11:58:00.004+08:00

Watched this in the morning:

Do Re Mi Fa Sol La Si Do

And I rate it 5.5/5 stars!

The story was good, the actors are preeeeeeeeety, and it was super tear jerking loh like cried 3times hahahahahaha been crying over tv shows movies boooks no good no gooood I cried when I watched Shi Xiong Di's last ep like whats wrong with me (6u1m)! Anyway I am such a spoiler I just want to know what happened to the Shi Xiong Di(s) in the end but I still watching the midddle parts on tv okay love Lao Ba hahahahaha damn noob damn cute!

If you are bored or you like to watch a nice movie to relax or something, search Mysoju.com for Do Re Mi Fa Sol La Si Do!

Sorethroat and a wonderful throbbing headache that panadols cant seem to cure argh.

Momo just called for lunch but I dont know why but I started crying over the phone I think she is very worried now ah stupid headache whats wronnnnnnnnng with meeeee

2008-11-20T21:23:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Qin Mian!

I hope you allll seee this okay but I am quite sure it's the 20th but I always mixed up with the 21st but nonethelesss, stay cute clever cheeky! Love you alllllll hope to see you all sooooooon! :D :D :D

ps; hope that I can have a time turner for christmas this year, Santa.

(but Harry says all the time turners are smashed in the battle in the Hall of Prophecies)

2008-11-20T16:04:00.003+08:00

Library yesterday with Momo (met Tab and Lusy on the way!) and came back with new books and tadah 8 books to finish! Already finished two though. Reserved Sophie Kinsella's Remember Me earlier in the year (the top one) but it really wasnt worth the $1.55 reservation fee cause it is not exactly as good like I though it would be (like the shopaholic series, undomestic goddess, can you keep a secret). It's funny and cocky and unpredictable all the same but it's just not as good as the old ones :( Going on to Meg Cabot's Jinx! Okay can the tenth book of Princess Diaries please come out sooooooooon the series started when I was in primary schooool lor can I like peek into the ending when I am still below 20 or I am going to go the the young readers section to find the tenth book ?! Anyway I lost my first book which was from my Aunt quite sad I think someone borrowed and didnt return, and I kind of remember who is it. Which is like quite a few years ago abit late to ask for it now. WHY DONT YOU PEOPLE RETUNR ME MY THINGS (mind drift off to my zuo ye ben in sec3 which make me cry and cry and cry) hmph! :/

And breakkkkkkkfast at KFC today was superb. KFC now looks preeeety pretty and we both had our American Twister (am so going to try the waffles the next time)! Twister was gooood, with turkey bacon (my favourite both also in Burger King but Momo and Serene doesnt like it and someone else couldnt rmb), hashbrown. and cheese, and scrambled eggs! Lovely lovely breakkky though the Honey Biscuit was supeeeeeeeeeeeer disappointing and to think that I ordered it Ala Carte waste my money I didnt even finish it :/ But twister was goood enough trust me :D

Can you breathe the Christmas air? I feeeel all christmasy this year so I decided to make something for people I know :) Or maybe candycanes for those I dont really know but I know okay what I talking but I feeeeeeel like being Santa this year :) I mean new environments and all, good to tke note of old good pals :) Suntec and lusy went to get fbts, spent whole lot of time at cotton on (wl lusy I dont care I want my shorts and dress) and also at dc heroes and I ended spending more than Lusy when she is the one who wanted to shop around for new clothes why why why? Okay do so we have orchard and dhoby and mustafa all lined up for the holidays with Jo when she comes back! Anyway lusy Plaza Sing also have cotton on so we still can get our shorts and my dresss okay plus Daiso my ribbons and crafts are all running out!

Yoga classssses with Momomomomo!

Last Christmas by Ashley Tisdale

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart

But the very next day you gave it away

This year, to save me from tears

I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy

I keep my distance, but you still catch my eye

Tell me baby, do you recognize me?

Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

Happy Christmas

I wrapped it up and sent it

With a note saying "I love you", I meant it

Now I know what a fool I've been

But if you kissed me now, I know you'd fool me again

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes

I'm hiding from you, and your soul of ice

I thought you were someone to rely on

Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

A friend to discover with a fire in her heart

A man under cover but you tore me apart

Now I've found a real love, you'll never fool me again

The original version sang by ??? feeeels more sentimental. I can replay untill Chinese New Year every year and it never fails to make me feeeeeeeeel sad so sad lor the song. Better listen to Jingle Bells no emo no emo.

2 volunteer christmas party this year! :D

2008-11-20T09:09:00.002+08:00

Yay finallllllly I am stepping out of this mouldy house. (Not exactly mouldy;the mould comes from me I am officially rotting)

Breakkkkkkkkfast later at KFC their new .am meals looook superb cant wait to eat eat eat them! :D And Suntec later for Lusy's fbts and maybe a while of shopping and visit Daddddy if she is there later over @her workplace! :D :D :D

Okay hope that I will take loads and loads of pictures to prove I am not living a mundane life. Prove for who to seeee? Me lah!

2008-11-19T09:36:00.004+08:00

Life at home is realllllllllllllllly boring to the max. I cant even sleep more than 12 hours! Life is like a routine now. Wake up at 8, stone till 9, on the computer at 9, went to wash up, sit there till 12, meet Momo for lunch, come back home and tidy my rooom for app 5 secs, watch TV, do nothing go and sleeeep at 9. Whats with life like this huh?

Oh yeah naggings straight at the ear sucks to the max toooo. Sometimes I dont even want to stay at home cause you never know when the nagging thing starts and once it starts it cant stop. Like yesterday it totally trigger off my tear buds and I started cyring hysterically in my round hahahaha damn funny now I think but it really makes me feeeel alot better so dont call me cry baby cause I also neeeeeed some thing to get it off me.

Okay buaizxzxzxzx I got nothing to say.

(WHY LIFE IS SO BORING HUH! EVEN DOING MACLAURIN'S MORE INTERESTING AHHHH)

2008-11-18T16:13:00.002+08:00

Yay Sophie Kinsella's 'Remember Me' is finally mine after 1203958346 days thanks so much NLB for making wait so long muahahahahah but yay another booooook to bring me through the terrrribly boring days.

Can I go KL now, instead of 123195834 weeeeeks later which equals to 1242385746067 days later? Can I go somewhere interesing like the Zooooo and see white tigers?

2008-11-18T10:00:00.001+08:00

I MISSSS DANCING LIKE CRAZYYYYYYYYYY.

I mean it's more than like 3 years since I last wore my pointe and ballet slippers and it's now rottttting in my cupboard because I dont dance anymore but I want to but I hate new environments which will cause me to make new friends which I am not goood at all or talking to people I dont know unless they talk to me how now brown cow.

Kid coming at 1030 for tuition yay basic algebra okay bettttter go bath buaizxzxzxzxzxzx

2008-11-17T11:04:00.004+08:00

Yay horray to new skin and unmopped floor and not iron shirts!

Tagbrd abit hard to see sorry cause black is glaring over the pink! New Zealand sweeeeet strawberries are back but strawberries are like expensive fruits I want to eat papapaya now. After 4 years I finally touch my secondary1 math textbk again for tuition ah why cant they do basic algebra (I once couldnt do it too haha). I misssssssss the kiddddddys Aaron Yue Shun Syarifah Hasynah Irfan Jayson ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay though some times I am too tired I like to kajiao you allll hahaha. Restart webcounter after nearing to my first ten thousand since like january this year because I realise it has been couting my old blog bonkered@bs so only those who click on the old site and got directed here has been counted like nooooooob that means I may have already long past my ten thousand but yeah back to one :)

My roooooom is still in a huge big mess. I borrowed 10 books from the library (ps NLB double up reading capacity over the holidays) and I have finished 3 and the 1st and the 3rd make me crrrrrrrrrrrrrry I dont know why I think must be too long never cry my tear buds are itchy bitsy. I want to seeee old friends Chua I very long never seee you already and Boh we need go Laobeijing and yes Miss Ju-Ee (here's your hifen in bold) where's Ajisen after blah blah years okay 2jan09 is our 11th year as friends and shopping with Lusy and Jojo after Jojo comes back in a piece so sorry to Jo AT Bao couldnt end them offfffffffffff :( And I want to seee Hengsy's short hair! Very long never seeee Dadddddddy online toooo.

Wl neeeed someone to gossip and talk.

2008-11-16T23:00:00.003+08:00

Hoooray 2 new bags from Bing from Taiwaaaaaaaan :)

Too pro and bored Japanese who made Kitty out of flowers! Never seee before in Sg lor Confirm buy one for myself lol.

到不了

你眼睛会笑弯成一条桥　

终点却是我永远到不了

感觉你来到是风的呼啸
思念像苦药竟如此难熬

每分　每秒

我找不到我到不了　

你所谓的将来的美好　

我什么都不要你知不知道

若你懂我这一秒　

我想看到我在寻找

那所谓的爱情的美好

我紧紧的依靠紧紧守牢　

不敢漏掉一丝一毫　

I dont even know whats running through my mind and I need to talk thrash and whine and continue whining but I dont know what to whine about and what to talk about and what to say and what to do, and there are so many people to turn to you you you and you but.

Walao I hate my blogskin. And it's not even two weeeeeks.

2008-11-14T11:12:00.003+08:00

No lectures today! J1 Bash later but I wont be going sorrry Gladys :( Hope you have funnnnnnn alright! And everyone else there.

IT fair later with Momo cause she wants a new camera and I better not spoil it again like the previous one. Hotshot ending sucks like really sucks lor where got ending like that one sucks sucks sucks but I dont really like the show anyway so fake hahaha I think it's PMS lol.

Post Halllloooooweeeen but:

Two top favourites together can!

Kitttty and Potttter!

Next Hallooooweeeen if there is, I want to be a Kitttttty or Potter!

Off to change or Momo have to wait alone for me again! :(

2008-11-13T20:12:00.001+08:00

Shucks, I feeeeel like playing MRT game now, and be Marsiling, cause I wont get called and I can laugh and see everyone getting whacked.

2008-11-13T20:06:00.002+08:00

How to keeeeep a friendship, that I never once had (I think now)?

I am thinking too much, too much.

2008-11-13T15:04:00.002+08:00

I hate it when people use my mail to send things or buy things cause I have to end up clearing after them tsk tsk.

Lectures today was intolerable, Math was alot better than Econs which I was totally konked off dont even know what am I looking at hahaha. But finally, lectures are all over and it is finally and officially holidays! No PW no lectures :D :D :D

...

but lots of tutorials and assignment totally piling up, terrible terrible.

Anyway I like talking to my friends and I want to go out with alot of people to talk. Can we just go people watch on the streets, or have long bus rides, or go fishing (?!) so that we can sit and talk. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh I misssssss all my friends and I think I suck cause I seldom go out and eat with my current classmates cause I need to do all sorts of funny things like buying veg or eating with Momo and also I haven't beeeen seeeing my old friends like totalllly how now brown cow all I do now is to meet Momo after her classes and eat lunch and come back and tidy my room.

Okay I shalllll go find some way to earn money to stop thinking so much.

estee: you mean crows dont make you dizzy since they are black? and seagulls do?

(hahahaha okay I think I funny)

2008-11-12T15:22:00.002+08:00

Did I ask too much

More than a lot

You gave me nothing

Now it's all I got

Well we

Hurt each other

Then we do it again

Chem lecture was hoooorrrrreendousss today! Cause lecturer was speeeding like nobody's businesss I can only remember this thing called 'Electrophillic Substition" but I dont know how it comes aour or any other thing about Arenes argh.

When to meeeet Momo just now at Bedok after her classes ended and had Astons again but I ate like half of her grilled fish cause she doesnt like and I feeeeeel like a ball now. Borrowed 10 books with Mine and Dad's card cause NLB doubled up borrowing capacity so I borrowed so much and I hope I finished all the books cause all the books are really nice!

I am supeeeeeeer broke I dont know why adding on to movie plus Dad's crocs and my loooooots. Sucks lor can money drop from sky anot?

Lecturessssss tomorrow again and thats all till 12th next year!

I love the new dates hahahaha cause I am not affected and yet benefitted only that lesser time for work next year but no schooool till Dec for me cause it's Alvls by then!

2008-11-11T19:23:00.002+08:00

Picture of the day: Flyhellokitty

Movie today with Ju Ee and Lusy and we watched HSM3, which turns out pretty nice cause it's my kind of cheesy flicks!

And my favourite character:

Sharpay!

Hahahaha damn noob bitchy plastic but damn cute lor all her pink stuffff Jojo no.2!

Anyway I misssssed my olpals alot now suddenly cause I saw Hengsy's short hair.

Can you all show me your face now?

Anyway, hope you like your present okay cause I like it alot lol and I think Ju Ee does too but anyway, Happy Very Belated Birthday Lusy!

P.S

That line (scroll scroll) is from a song but I dont know what song already so dont worrrry Dadddddddy do I look so emo to you hahahahaha dont worry!

Alson you think you funnnnnny huh! Go study!

2008-11-10T19:43:00.002+08:00

Ahh I feeeeel very sad like all of a sudden. I dont know what you want. I've been trying very hard to accomodate and everything but why why why and I thought we were good friends, and thats why I am so sad now. I feel like I got cheated for putting so much in friendships and got slapped on my face.

Okay, whatever okay Miss Ju Ee please compare the numbers with me soon.

I wrote in my kitty planner yesterday! Cost so much stupid sanrio please go and kill yourself heee but Momo paid this time round! :D I want to buy crocs for Momo for christmas and myself so I better 'shen shen shen'! Stop spending ahhhhhhh okay shopping with Lusy and Joanne after Jo comes back, movie tmr (?) with Nat Lusy and Ju Ee, Zoooo some time later going to ask WR JM AT XX Glad Ser KF blah if they want to go, Trip E outg on 13/? dec (go where do what Jo!), 4c chalet (xmas party pls!) on the 22nd, and also Cousin W wedding on the 28/29/? nov and also Cousin P wedding on the 14dec! Okay timetable so far.

So much holiday assignments lor. Want me die ah zang.

Sometimes, I feeel like standing in the middle of the road, just to see if cars would stop.

2008-11-09T19:09:00.003+08:00

I feeeel like a ball of fatzxzxzxzx.

I am so sick of everything lor. This kind of life, sick of tidying my room (since last weeeeek why is it still so messsssy?) , sick of throwing tantrums at everybody, sick of crying after throwing tantrums and getting even madder, sick of all the waking up in the middle of the nights for nothing, sick of the non-fat yoghurt that makes me fat stupid yoghurt, sick of the feeling of dreading to go to lectures tomorrow plus the whole week, sick of the lack of monet to throw at people's face or throw into the sea (haha), sick of waiting for Charles&Keith to call me and get back my prweeeety sandals (they prob lose it again), sick of not studying, sick of all I wear this few days (some mj/ah shirt plus fbts which my mum and brother hates to see me wear haha), sick of watching my windmill not turning (no wind no wind), sick of staring at Zao An Ni Hao in the mornings, sick of missing Doreamon every weekend, sick of everything zzzzzzzzz.

Trip to Ikea and only bought wrappings. Have to chooooose new annual curtains ahhhhhh which one should it be? New bedframe and mattress and new chair for the table and hopefully new bedside table cause the kitty drawers are totally out of place now. Curry puffs, soft icecream and the lovely hotdogs no wonder I am turning into a ball.

I want to watch movies, go pinic, eat buffets, sit on long bus rides, sing for 10 hours, go shopping, get out of Singapore, talking to friends, playing bridge, doing math, digest chemistry, understanding eukaryotic, and revise micro. Go swimming, tennis, gardening, yoga classes, get done with ballet and piano, get a job.

And promise to prepare before tuition classes so my kids wont suffer haha. And so they feel I am worth their mooolah.

Happy Birthday to 10!

2008-11-08T19:47:00.004+08:00

Thursday with Laosock from Chinatown/Clarke Quay!

Hallllllllloooooooweeen!

Thursday had Ri Ben Cun and discovered my love for the mochi there like really. Damn freaking nice please go and eat the skin melts inside my mouth totallllly! So had a reallllllllllly huge lunch with Momo and went offff to meet Dadddy at Bedok and tooook my favourite transport bus to chinatown! Long bus rides are good to talk and nice to sleep, only Miss Ju Ee cant stand buses. Bought a kitty pen and regretted a few mintues later cause I found nicer ones at cheaper prices (!!!) okay I am so going back. Anyway we got cheated also lor Artbox sells cheaper by $1 can buy two cone ice cream. Had my Mango Sago and went charm shopping supposedly only laosock suppose to shop but I ended up buying also (!!!) after buying like 50+ worth of nooob charms which lays in my box untouched ahhhhhhh okay stop it stop bringing me there! So bought my charms and went off to see my buttons and really damn pissed off with the attitude of the stupid shopkeepers loh I cant stand shopkeeepers who looks down on students wait till I millionaire I throw money on your face I tell you. Bought my worthless buttons although I have no idea what I am going to do with it and laosock found her new love vintage butttons. Walked down to clarke quay for food actually but began walking around and toook pictures and walk about and the dinings there are really nice esp the c-clinic thingy their chairs are wheeeel chairs leh damn cooool okay! But I think to dine in there would cost like one whole weeek of allowance if you want a proper meal, which is unlesss I am already working and occasionally go or I am a millionare and I will go everyday haha. Okay I keep thinking what will I do if I am a millionare! Er and so anticlimax and noob is we couldnt find things to eat so we bused back to Bedok for Macs hahahaahah! Had my happppy meal grilled chicken sandwich cupcorn icemilo typical but this time no more spidewick toy its betweeen the hippo and the penguin of Madagascar and got sound one damn cool. Ate and mini "necklace teaching making praising-self" session and went homeeee!

Friday was the day when everything ends. I mean for PW. Wah damn sick of it though I dont feel a thing after ending. Abit weird actually but.. it's over who cares? Went Ehub with some of the girls and they are damn funnny the whole superdog incident! But had to go off to help with logisitics of kidsworkshop so went to TM with HuifenJie Amanda and NaDaLi to buy the prizes plus also bought the drinks. Volunteered for logistics after helping out for logistics for kidsworkshop cause I was deadtired but it wasnt slack at alll lor the buy food things rocks we actually ran back cause we thought we were late! But apparently not hahahaha and had sharing after that which I agree totally and I am also looking forward to moving ahead camp!

Today went out with Momo in the morning to meet Momomo which is Momo's Momo which is Grandmomo! (Hahaha I think I funny thankyou). Wanted to bring Momomo to eat buffet cause dont need walk so much but decided to bring Momomo to Orchard since it 's a place she seldom goes so went there and walked around most of the time sat around while Momo and Momomo talked and I stone. Had Mossssy for lunch after going everywhere and bought so much foood all the sides make me damn sick of Mos. Walked around and off to Somerset which is quite far but Momomo's favourite deparmental store OG is there so bought Momomo a pair of covered shoes for Taiwan and bused back to bedok and bused back to Tamp for Isetan sale because I want buy (---) but wth lor dont have the ones I want but bought a pair of shorts in the end and Momo paid hahahahaha and she also paid for my kitty planner loh! Decided to have the kitty one after so long wah damn difficult to decide I tell you! A new planner a new start :)

Offfff to tidy my rooom and find the long lost lecture notes for tomorrow tomorrow's lectures!

2008-11-05T18:58:00.002+08:00

After ranting so much about jobs, I am back to tutoring, fastest and easiest way to earn money but I hate to you my brains how?

Necklace making hunting with Daddddy tomorrrrow! Okay I want my mango sago thank you :) Spent alot recently on the charms and haven't started doing anything yet ah! Okay got to start soon.

OP IS OVER.

And I really think I didnt do welll like I could have done so much better but it's already over nothing can be done so.

Okay I want watch TV buaizxzxzxzxzxzxz

(Thank you Nat and Jo and Han!)

2008-11-04T10:05:00.004+08:00

After a few days of rest, I feel so so so so so much better already okay please flu bug dont come to me.

And tomorrow is OP day already have beeeeen memorising my script everywhere I go and I realllly hope our class do well for PW pleaseee we have put in so much into it!

Anyway, I want to worrrrk does anyone has any job opprtunities for meeeeeeee? I dont want to waste my time away again this holidays. KL trip not confirm but most prolly in Dec for a short getaway I dont want to stay here any longer. No long getaways cause brothers are in Army argh okay I cant wait for 2010 when Alvls end and I can finally go overseas at non-peak period =cheap air tickets!

Okay I am so bored I have alot to blog but I forgot allll. Schooool later for verbal dry run of PW! Thrice and I have to come home already but I think it should be more or less enough. Had my noooodles early in the morning so my gastric wont come and haunt me.

Offfff to schooool.

2008-11-01T22:19:00.002+08:00

HALLOOOOOWEEEN WAS SUPERB!

The whole thing was coool though it is really not very scary but kudos to those who really put in effort in dressing unlike meeee :/ At least I got my devil ears/horns okay! :D

Talking to Boh about my latest find on the net and I am scared Momoozxzxz dont allow me to buy already loh spending my money away like lalalalalala :/ Who wants buy for me please sponsor me now! Or the sky can drop money down now...

Anyway Hallooooweeen is really cool gonna say more when I get the pictures and scrap them! Okay Esteee will tell you my secret in scrapppping hahahahahaha!

I am gonna plan a 4coutg like finally because of my rudolph ears and Boh and Mike both said okay already so yay hello rudolph ears!

2008-10-31T14:55:00.002+08:00

It's Hallllllooooooweeeeeen today!

And I am going to the party after deciding and I may be staying over toooo squeals!

So excited my first Halloooweeen party ever and I am going as a (_____) :D

Okay I hope I can take alot alot alot of pictures today so I can scrap them in the Hallloooooweeen theme! My Halloooooweeeen is super long hahahaha anyway I went to find Daddddy yesterday @ InQbox! :D And bought myself a pretty cucpcake coin purse which my Momo thinks it's abit expensive but I thought it was really cute. Somemore the receipt got Daddddy's name okay hahahaha and went off to Daiso to buy my lion ears for Hallllooowweeeen but didnt have my lion nor Miss Ju Ee's elephanty's ears. Instead, they have an flimsy-bright-orange-dont-look-like-giraffe giraffe ears and frog eyes which are like ewwwwww so I got my (______)! Which suits Halloooweeen more than lion but I really think the lion ears are super coool hahaha. At first I wanted to buy rudolph ears but that's like christmas but I dont go out during chirstmas cause it's all squeeezy but I like rudolph ears so Momo says wait untill I go somewhere to go for christmas (sulk) than I go and buy hahahahaha!

There's Trip E today! Kinda looking forward since the topic is Friendship and it's Kids Workshop leh! But I have to go off early for Halllooooooowwweeeeen! Okay striking of balance is needed. Anyway OP today was okay, and I realllllly neeed to improve on my loudnessss and emphasis!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH LING!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LONG JOHN!

Yay today is going on weellllllllllllllllllll :)

2008-10-30T10:21:00.003+08:00

Seen my new found(founded yesterday) hobby?

I've been spending my morning since 10 doing 2 pictures one was the one for Fang since she is going through alot nowwww so yes girl keeep faith (!) and the chiangrai one and I did the one for Daddddy the dous one and also the one on prom yesterday.

Yay but my eyes are so painful staring at the computer screen and scrapping all the pictures. Going to scrap pictures for my pw mates to spur them for presentation muahahahaha okay yes it is just an excuse to scrap but who cares.

TODAY NO SCHOOL DAMN HAPPY.

Dry run tomorrow again and Halloooweeeen Party!

I want to be a lion! But there's Trip E and it's Kids Workshop dont feeeel like misssing out lehhhh :( Maybe I will go off early. Or miss debrief.

人间

风雨过後不一定有美好的天空

不是天晴就会有彩虹

所以你一脸无辜不代表你懵懂

不是所有感情都会有始有终孤

独尽头不一定惶恐

可生命总免不了

最初的一阵痛

但愿你的眼睛只看得到笑容

但愿你流下每一滴泪都让人感动

但愿你以後每一个梦不会一场空

天上人间如果真值得歌颂

也是因为有你才会变得闹哄哄

天大地大世界比你想像中朦胧

我不忍心再欺哄但愿你听得懂

但愿你会懂该何去何从

Lover's Concerto

Oh how gentle is the rain

that falls softly on the meadow

Birds high up on the trees

serenade the clouds with their melodies

See there beyond the hill

the bright colors of the rainbow

some magic from above

made this day for us

just to fall in love

You hold me in your arms

and say once again you love me

and that your love is true

everything will be just as wonderful

人间 and 爱向着我来的那天 from Witch Yoo Heeeee and Lover's Concerto has been replaying like 102948664 times since 10 but they are so lovely my type of song and not no handlebars thank you Ms Ju Ee. And please fix your codes! Confirm is you nooob go cancel off one right!

My cockroaches for Daddddddy lol

2008-10-29T18:15:00.001+08:00

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Yay I think it's nice I spent some time doing one okay!

Anyway,

HAPPY 17TH POPO! :D :D :D

See you sooooon, the only date we have now is AHS Harmoc concert oh yes yes your present I am not done with it so a while more yeah hahahahaha stay joyful! :D

2008-10-29T08:54:00.002+08:00

It doesnt feel nice to do things alone.

Didnt watch Painted Skin yesterday because Hanlu had her meeting. Since I told my whole family to eat outside cause I wont be preparing dinner that day, I had to slap myself cause now I have nothing to eat! So I sent my Momo a sms hoping she will see cause I dont want to interrupt her while she is having her lessons and my phone was low in batt couldnt call her. Her lessons end at 5 but she didnt call me so assuming she didnt see the sms I went to eat alone cause I had a jerky bus ride and I think I am too tired and hence they all pile up to give me a huge headache and I keep wanting to vomit. Plus I was very hungry. At TM Kopitiam. Feeel damn lonely when you see groups of people eating together. Sat alone at my favourite table and ordered a huge bowl of Fish Sliced Soup to eat. Wanted to walk around after eating but feels very tired so decided to go home when Momo finally called. So I waited for her to reach Tampines and while so went to walk around Century and bought some lame things before Momo called and bought her food and go home.

Damn sad day and lonely, I was really looking forward to watch Painted Skin after so long.

Anyway one thing is, I really dont like to eat alone. Momo says I can't survive in the society lol.

Presentation was good yesterday since I smiled most of the time (thanks Tracyyyyyyyyy) but I was too soft and I referred (still) to my cue cards which is bad. I thought my Q&A was good since it was almosy the same as the last dry run but Ms Gan says she dont gt my point arghhhhhh okay I am going to memorise my WR by friday! I am more all less done with my script :)

Have to reach schoooool by 1030 today!